Haiz~~~

Haiz~~ I'm so unhappy to be a eldest.
I sensed that I'm always forcing my sister to be hardworking on her study.
Yea, she will having PMR exam on next year, that's why I'm so worry.

I knew that not only me be the one who unhappy and she does too I think.
Especially during this holidays, almost everyday I was always to repeating about study, study and study in front of her.
I may knew that she is feeling so stresses or even hates it.
But what to do?
I knew that if she doesn't try to help herself then nobody may help her, eventhough I'm worried.
It will be useless for her too.
There will be the no one may save her, unless she has think carefully about what to do on the next step and try to work it out.

If there is another choices for me to choose, I rather to be the youngest. =.=!!!
At least not so many things I have to handling, right?