24 - 25/10/2012

24/10/12
今天放工在等他来接我～
我上车然后他u-turn时看到我工作过几间，位于转弯处那里有一只狗狗打喷嚏，
刚巧那一幕被他看到了，
他就笑着指着狗狗告诉我它打喷嚏，
结果激怒了狗狗，
被狗狗追着～
吓死我了，
因为我坐在后面啊，
我最怕被狗追，因为我怕它们会跑跑下扑上来==
但另一方面，我们笑到很够力～
哈哈哈
惨了，
下次狗狗一定记住我们了～～

25/10/12
今天是公共假期，没有上班
打算吃了早餐就去打保龄球然后再去看2.20pm的电影-《太极2》
但是打完保龄球后去到KSL那里，已经是差不多2pm,
心想找到parking 来都买不及票了~
因为当天是公共假期，相信人山人海的了~
那就唯有回家，等下下午5点多再出来看6.20pm的那一场吧~

下午5点半差不多要到KSL 时，
小白他们打来问我们在哪里，
要约我们一起看戏吃饭喝茶~
还是on the way 那种~
好吧，我们自己去买我们的票先~
过后买了没多久他们还没来，我们就到处逛逛~
过没多久他们就到了~
但我们没一起看，因为我们看的戏是第2集，
他们也没看上一集，那就唯有各有各看咯~
记得我们进场时他们还在买着票~
怎知道看完的时间差不多一样~
然后我们就一起去吃东西~
吃吃聊聊很开心，我们那桌可以说是笑声连连~=.=lll
但是一聊到我读书的事，我就有点脸色变，
竟然想哭！
他们也有给一些建议我啦~ 但我就是有点控制不到自己~
然后他竟然跟他们讲：不要再讲啦，再讲她又不舍得又要哭的啦~
他几时变得那么了解我啊?=.=lll

过后10点多我们就回家咯~
因为小凉, 小只他们还有下一场~


希望下次再见到他们咯~
怎么说身在远方有朋友比没有朋友好吧~ =)

我怎么到现在还是放不下,

还那么爱哭啊?

真的有点讨厌这样的自己 =(

What I did on year 2010?

1st, I'm glad that finally I can further study at Uni's life~
although the tuition was expensive enough, but those lecturers, doctors and professors are nice~ ^^
but the most sad thing is, why I still can get failed in exam? somemore BMS related to bio term.. ish.. how comes huh? eventhough I've skipped for one year study, but it shouldn't be a good excuse for me to get failed right?! Ishhhhh!!!
Alright, still one more chance for me to re-sit, hope this time I can get passes lo~ =D
** not kidding, I must get pass!!!!! Please pray hard for me although I'm praying hard for myself everyday now!!!

2nd, seem like always get emo~ =(
Why ah? Somemore serious than last year~
Ishhh~ it should not be anymore~
Must try to avoid it in this whole new year 2011!
Life is getting better but not getting worse! =)

3rd, glad that there always lot of friends around me when I'm unhappy......
Always consult me when I take things too hard;
Gave me opinion when I get confused;
Taught me when I did something wrong;
Support me when I need it;
Help me when I'm in trouble;
Listen to me when I got lot to share; and etc...
wow, it's really lots to share when talking about them!
Do appreciate them lots for being with me always besides my family!
Thanks and love you all!! =D

4th, I have to work more hard on both study and working in this year 2011...
Study hard for not wasting money on re-sit anymore,
yet don't let my family and lecturers get disappointed on me!
While working hard for earning more and more money,
try not to let my parents stress about financial problem,
although I can't help much but I willing to try my whole best to help!
At least must be better than last year!

Anyway, should throw away those unhappy and start the whole new year with hope and happiness!
And yea, I should be more mature in thinking and not to easily get influence by others! =D
See yea! ^^

一首歌 - 叶子

在这几天突然发现到这首歌，并不是什么新歌。而是最近当我从报纸上得悉这首歌的女歌手因病而去世而留意到这首歌。相信很多人都听过，而我之前听到这首歌的时候觉得很普通（可能是我不认识那位歌手吧……请原谅我，那是因为我以前很少听歌的。），但现在却觉得蛮好听、也蛮有意思的。所以特地放上来分享下... 而且它的MV也蛮感动的。以下是这首歌的歌词和MV。
阿桑 - 叶子
作词：陈晓娟　作曲：陈晓娟
叶子　是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀　是落在天上的叶子
天堂　原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘 当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单　是一个人的狂欢
狂欢　是一群人的孤单
爱情　原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘 当时是怎样有人陪伴
**我一个人吃饭　旅行　到处走走停停
也一个人看书　写信　自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里 就连自己看也看不清 我想我不仅仅是失去你
我一个人吃饭　旅行　到处走走停停
也一个人看书　写信　自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里 就连自己看也看不清 我想我不仅仅是失去你**
孤单　是一个人的狂欢
狂欢　是一群人的孤单
爱情　原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘 当时是怎样有人陪伴
Repeat chorus**
叶子　是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀　是落在天上的叶子

Result, resuLt, reSult

Result result result... Many of these words have fulfilled my brain recently... Yea, what I'm thinking inside my brain all are related with result~ And my brain is going to "burst"!!! So fast the moment of "result's day" has coming near with me finally. The day that I'm waiting for a long long time ago since the exam has been overed at December of 2008. *sigh*

Well, what to do? That's the 1st question. The mood that I'm having now was actually full of confusing and scaring. Although I knew that I may not make any changes on it since the result has been released and be confirmed, and now just waiting for the suitable time to make an announcement. But I really can't able to controlled my brain not to thinking of it!

Yea, I knew that I'm silly. Since the exam has overed then my stupid brain always think and remember about the result at every seconds, everyday and even every night...... until I can't to sleep tight at night. T_T I wondered that the brain was playing fool with me huh? During study time, it did not "function well" plus always forget to those important notes that I've read and studied for many times. But now suprisingly it may "function well" in remembered lots of questions which all related result all the time until whole month eventhough I'm not trying to remember of it! =.=!!!

Haiz~ just now Leng has gave me a call and we've chat a while. Although just a little bit but at least better than I'm scaring of myself, right? And we plan to have a "meeting" on Thursday once we get know of our result via online tomorow~ Still the samething that I'm going to repeat again: Hope that everything will be Alright and also there are somebody like god, or buddha or whatever la, as long as they are able to give me blessing~~~ T-T I do appreciate them very much!!! T_T

Between, I'm going to have a date with S.Yee tomorrow. A "long-lost friend" too, we less to meet up because she is taking Tourism Managment course at politeknik school, but don't know where is it stated at. =p So, I have to put all the unhappy aside while I'm having date with her. (coz heard that our results will release at UK time 9.00am while here is 5pm time)
Ok, just forget it when the time meet up with my dear friend. =)
Good morning to everybody then~

改变自己？

今天在无所事事之际，我就上网去游览了所有我认识的人所写的部落。其中一个令我最为感到意外的是，竟然就是我之前觉得他很“串”的、而且同时又在中学及学院都当过我的老师的人！他竟然会改变自己？！

此话怎说？这要从我中学时说起，他，可以说是我的学长。因为我们都曾在同一间中学求学，但不同的是，我从来没见过他。因为当我入学时，他就毕业啦。但我还是可以从别人口中得知他的事情，因为他是一个优异生。但没想到，竟然就让我在中五时候遇见他！他还当过我的代课老师。他的确很优异，但他给到我第一种感觉就是：他很骄傲！是的，他真的很骄傲！但没关系，他只是几个月的代课老师，过后就没见面了，我也就此作罢。可以说，在中学期间我与他是完完全全没有任何交流的。

但是有时候缘分真的很搞笑，是缘分吗？还是玩笑？这次他竟然再次当上我的数学讲师！可笑吗？几个月没见，还是老样子。起初他教我们的班时，他真的可以说是很严肃，甚至不苟言笑。在整个课堂里可以很严肃，也可以很风趣，但这可要视他当天的心情而定。他很讨厌有学生在他授课时不专心听讲和讲话。如果当天他心情好，他或许会饶了他们一命；但如果碰巧他心情不好，他就会毫不给脸的骂他们一顿。但就很奇怪，即使他是个这么“串”的人，然而每次上他课时还是会“高朋满座”。原因很简单，就是因为他教得好。但时间久了，我们就慢慢学会看他脸色，来决定当天的课会“天气晴朗”还是“狂风暴雨”。有时我朋友与我之间还会拿他来开玩笑，娱乐下我们自己，很坏吧？不知不觉，他就教了我们一年半，当中我们还发觉他改变了不少。在我们最后一个学期最后一天上他课时，（但是我们有两个星期的复习周，好让我们准备大考..)那时他，他竟然给我们他的联络号码及电邮地址！还叫我们在那段期间复习时如有任何问题可以随时跟他约时间在学校见面！还有，他竟然还会笑着祝我们好运！

天啊，他竟然会对我们笑！甚至还会祝我们好运！还有那一句“如有任何问题可以找他？！”我和我朋友（不懂其他人会不会这样想）简直不敢相信自己所看见的，当场给他吓到！所以说，那天我们与他的最后一课真的很令人难忘！因为他少许的关怀与改变，我们的确从他身上看到了！因此这一天也让我们察觉到原来他也不是我们以前所看见的那么“冷冰”。还是回来我之前所说的吧，当我看到他最经所写得部落时，我简直还会“大掉眼镜”！这真的是他吗？想不到他在教完我们这最后一课时，在接下来的日子还会有所改变！他竟然还学会如何去称赞人，聆听别人的意见，甚至还会如何与别人攀谈等！不是我夸张，那是因为在过去他教导我的时候是完全看不到的，更甭说会称赞人！那这真的很恭喜他，如果他真的改变到自己的话，相信他会是一位很杰出及优秀的老师！！！

Haiz~~~

Haiz~~ I'm so unhappy to be a eldest.
I sensed that I'm always forcing my sister to be hardworking on her study.
Yea, she will having PMR exam on next year, that's why I'm so worry.

I knew that not only me be the one who unhappy and she does too I think.
Especially during this holidays, almost everyday I was always to repeating about study, study and study in front of her.
I may knew that she is feeling so stresses or even hates it.
But what to do?
I knew that if she doesn't try to help herself then nobody may help her, eventhough I'm worried.
It will be useless for her too.
There will be the no one may save her, unless she has think carefully about what to do on the next step and try to work it out.

If there is another choices for me to choose, I rather to be the youngest. =.=!!!
At least not so many things I have to handling, right?

Random Post~ XP

Since I can't get the enough sleeping time in these few days, so I'm started to feel not so well. Aiks, it's Headache!!!

But I can't to sleep now because I'm still waiting for mom home. She has went out for met up her long-lost friend! Yea, I felt that she's happy today! I heard that her friend will be here until this Wednesday and go back to Penang on Thursday. Ermm... And maybe my mom will follow her back to Penang and have a trip over there for 3 days and come back to KL alone on next Sunday I think.( Wao, she is so brave!!) Anyway, hope that she has a "nice week" and unforgetable dates with her friend! ( Since she will meet up her friend for almost one week) =)

Wait, I've heard some sound which passes from the door. Seen my mom is back!! SO, good night everybody. Oops, sorry, it's should be Good Morning everybody. XP

P/s ---> Sorry friends, I think I may not able to go out with you all within this week since I have to stay and "take care" of my house for one week! T.T

Date~~~

Since the Christmas day is around the corner, and following months will be the new year, yea, it's year 2009 coming soon! *excited*

Well, these few days I'm just busying to sms and call out all my friends for going out to yamcha or shopping! Yea, since I've heard that some of their traning and exam will be over and they will be free later!!! Huhu~~~

Yes, I can't wait the days that have date with them. Hope that the date is coming now!!!^^

***Nothing to say here, because I'm so excited and having fully of hope for the date!! *hehe* XP

When I can Get my Result?!!!

These few days I'm always thinking and worrying for my result, until can't able to sleep. Especially at the midnight, I felt so tired but can't sleep at all due to I'm start to thinking about my result which may related to my future! *struggling*

I hope to get my result right now, no matter is good or bad, I just want to get it NOW! Maybe I will not able to accept it once I get my result but at least I can make a plan for my own future immediately or asking for opinion from other friends or seniors or maybe lecturers too (Whatever la~as long as the person can help me or give me any useful message~) and NOT just waiting at home only! At least tell me or let me know what's to do! Because it's so suffer for me when unable to do anything!! T-T

P/s --> I almost being crazy when I'm thinking about my result and without doing anything!!!

Getting confuse...

Today, I went to a Paediatric Specialist Clinic for an interview. Yea, means that the clinic is specialist for babies and children only. This work was introduce by my friend.

The working condition for that clinic is very good, may always faces to those babies and children. =) ( Yea, I like it!!!) And the design of the clinic inside is quite interesting too, it's looks like a playground! Hahaha... I thought I have get into a wrong place when I went into the clinic. Even a receptionist counter also looks funny. =.=!!!

During the interview, seen I can start working anytime because I have learned a lot of things from the clinic that I'm still working now. The salary still able to discuss once I agree to start working and the training is given. But the doctor ask me to work with him at least 1 year as full-time if I agree to start working as part-time in this month. Yea, that's a few problems for me now, how do I talk to my doctor that I'm now still working with and tell him that I going to stop on this week? ( Although I know that I'll not be kill but I don't dare to resign at last minute.) And what should I do after my result released? If my result is good then I able to wait for further study after next year, that's not a problem for me. But if my result is sucks, then what should I do? Although I want to re-sit also have to wait for after 1 year? Yea, it's the main problem that confusing me. =.=!!!

Haiz...... What should I do now?! T.T

P/s ---> In fact I'm quite interest in this work since I can always faces to those babies and children and may learn more how to take care of them too. I can't able to confirm with the doctor whether I may work over there for at least 1 year or not since I still have to refer on my result which will release later, and what reply that the doctor asking for is my double confirm, therefore I get confusing...

Just talking Nonsense..XP

Since I've sat for the exam for almost one month, and the exam also going to over soon. But it's still very scary and terrible for me. I scare to sat down and look for the exam papers, although I'm nervous but still haven't until blur and don't know what to do. But don't know why I always think that I'm still haven't fully prepared yet.

Besides that, I'm also scare that the day which the results are released. Wow, I totally can't and don't dare to imagine it!

Suddenly feel that I'm the miss the day when I having classes with my friends and lecturers! I really miss them! >.<> I think I have some mental problem since I have sat for the exam for whole month or maybe feel too stresses too. Because don't know why I suddenly feel that I want to re-sit for the SPM since my cousin came to my house last few days and she seen like so hardworking to prepare for the SPM exam! ( There is a big difference when I sat for the SPM last time..haven't did the full prepared plus feeling very relax during that time some more..>.<) So, the reason for me to re-take SPM is because of I want do some changes in my history before! Eh eh, maybe I can get at least 5A's I think! Hahahahaha ----- I think I've really get crazy...T.T

Pp/s --> I'm just talking nonsenses only.. Until now I only know that how stupid am I...T.T