Saturday, January 3, 2009

Study? Money?

Do you know that which is more important for me now? Study or working? I feel so embarrassed now cause I'm confusing even don't know what I should do now. During this holidays, I have thought a lots. But I have no any ideas so far.

Yea, I wish to have work while I'm waiting for the release of result. At least can throw out all my worries away from me. Some more may earn some money. But my mom prevented me from searching work because she ask me to search for work after CNY. But the results will release before CNY, and I have to make a choices either further study or start working. Even either my result may fulfill all the entry requirements for further study at University or not, I don't know yet. My emotion almost getting distraction since I have to think a lots on these such things. How? And what to do now?

Honestly, I did not enjoy this holiday after the exam at all some more it was distracted my mind always during this whole month. Yea, I will get my result soon. But what will see later? Full of happiness? Sadness? Or disappointment? Who knows? I don't dare to predict how my result going to be because it was not same as SPM. It was totally different! T.T

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