How many times I feel like to say this.
I think it's almost every time we have some argument,
and after that sure I feel bad in mood then cry~
After cry then tell myself it will alright soon when talk nicer to him later..
Somehow, every time no matter how I feel bad, sad, unhappy after the argument,
I will choose act like nothing after that and find you back.
Because I don't feel like to quarrel with you just because of this.
I thought it may reduce the chance of quarrel or any unhappiness between us~
who knows it's just my thought,
and it just make you more unhappy,
some more you think that I'm not care you as you care me.
You dislike that I just keep quiet when we have some argument;
You dislike that I didn't say something good to coax you back when you're angry/unhappy after the argument;
You dislike that I act like nothing as normal after the argument.
Therefore you said that I didn't care you.
But then did you think that, do you accept what I said during the argument?
Okay, I admitted that it's my fault I didn't coax you back after the argument,
because I also don't feel good and unhappy after that.
some more I don't know what to said.
I thought that find you and chat properly when you feel better after this.
And it might be nicer...
But seem like you dislike it too.
Of course I will angry and sad on what did you said;
Of course I care what did you think~
Just that sometimes I really don't know how to talk to you~
Just now, you make me really feel unhappy~
And finally I show it to you too.
You know why?
As what I wanted to say it out for long time ago and finally I did told you just now
"I DISLIKE THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME" and "IT'S REALLY HURT ME" =(
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