人生......

自在八月十六日与我几位朋友出席过我那朋友的丧礼后，就从此与我那位朋友说永别了......那丧礼是设在富贵纪念馆里，我是与另一朋友和他家人共车出发的。抵达后，我们就到柜台询问我朋友的灵堂是设在那一间房，过后被告知是在二楼的某一间房。终于给我们找到那一间房了，只见我的几位昔日同窗已抵达，在一旁的沙发上闲聊。而我就与我朋友一起走入灵堂内祭拜那一位朋友，原来那里是不用上香，就只是献花给他。在场有一位工作人员会把一朵朵的鲜花放在一个个小碟上，好让我们一人拿一个小碟鞠躬后，把碟上的鲜花倒在一个装满鲜花的玻璃碗上......然后会安排我们走到幕后的棺木旁见我那位朋友的遗容......

当我们从幕后走回出来后，发现到灵堂内旁设有一个大荧幕，播放着的都是他生前所拍下的照片，而我却没有坐在那里的椅子上观看就被我其中一位朋友拉了出来。我被带到他们所坐的沙发上陪他们一起聊天。另外我看到那位朋友的父母亲，却忙着招呼着到场的亲朋戚友，也娓娓道出我这位朋友这个月来所发生的事情，包括发过高烧进出过医院复原后、过没多久又再度紧急进院被发现肝里被四十五种细菌侵袭等到终不敌死神召唤而去世为止......在他整个抗病过程中都一句不漏的道出。而且还是在不同的亲友、老师的询问下不停的重复。对此我发现到不止我那位朋友很坚强外，连他的家人也很坚强。尤其是当听到：“在医生的急救失败后，我这个当妈妈的都还没哭反之医生和护士却都忍不住掉眼泪......”和那一句在他临终前，他妈妈对他说：“你放心去吧，妈妈会好好活下去的，也会好好照顾爸爸和妹妹的，你不用担心......" 语毕，我那朋友的眼角就留下一滴眼泪就去了……他的妈妈这份坚强真得令我佩服到五体投地！我知道作为妈妈的在这时候一定心痛到极点，但却不愿在孩子面前表露出来，就是怕孩子走的不安心！我这个只是身为朋友的当听到这些话都很想哭，不，一当我步入灵堂看到他的遗照那一刻就已很想哭！但幸好我还忍得住…….更何况那个亲自带他到这世上来而又亲自目送他离开这世上的妈妈！

在回家路途中的一个红绿灯的十字路口上，有一班马来男子竟然在没看清楚路上的车辆行驶中就冲着越过马路。而我朋友就感叹一句他们不爱惜自己的生命，也不顾及身边家人的感受。而他父母就加多一句：“钱没了可以再赚回来、车坏了还可以送去维修、但生命一旦没了就是没了，生命永远都只有一个、无论多有钱都好都不可能再把一个生命买回来。所以你们要好好珍惜之…….”

永别了......我的朋友 - Slyvester

今天一早在忙着做工时，突然接到“大家姐”的电话。电话的另一头就觉得她的声音很怪，原来她在哭泣。一开头她就讲：“美仪，sly 走了，他去世了.....你知道吗？”我当时给她吓到，忙问：“是谁告诉你的？他什么事？”她说：“是Arif （是曾经与我们一个同科系的同学）告诉她的，在今早凌晨两点多就去世了......”

当时她已泣不成声，根本都听不清楚她在说什么，由于她还要赶着去通知别的同学，就匆匆说了句：“迟些再打回给你.....”就挂掉了。当时我已愣住了，也没什么心情继续手头上的工作了，只想立刻回家！真的太突然，一切都太突然了！我也一时之间哭不出来！突然脑海里回忆起以前一起上课的日子，他在跟我们同班一个学期后（即六个月）就转校了，因他已找到自己要走的路。在那半年里，说长不长，说短也不断。无论我们做什么都是在一起的。那时真得很开心......还记得由于他的名字slyvester跟一个卡通人物的名字相同而常开他玩笑......为何、为何一时之间会突然发生这些事情在我们身上？你叫我们一时之间如何去接受？！

看到他从此不会再更新的部落格、从此不会再进入的facebook 和friendster、还有一个就是自他加了我以后而我却从没跟他聊过天的msn账号，我再也看不到他用他的账号来上线了......很后悔，很后悔从来没以朋友身份关心过他、也很后悔每当看到他在线时却从没主动找他聊过天、也很后悔从来没在他的facebook 和friendster 留过言......为什么会突然间有那么多为什么出现在我身上？

既然一切都已发生，我们也唯有接受。我们从没想过会有一天出席朋友的丧礼......而我们唯一能为他做的就是明天一起去出席他的丧礼、为他献上最后的祝福以及看他最后一面......只能说日后要珍惜眼前人，吾等失去后才后悔。Sly大佬，一路走好，我们会好好过，不会忘记你的。谢谢你曾经给我们留下的回忆......永别了...... 如果可以，我情愿不要与你有说永别的一天......

工作狂

我在朋友眼中真的是那么像一个工作狂吗？其实我也不懂自己是不是。我只知道在工作时就应尽自己本份，如果做完了自己应做的事，顺便帮下同事的忙也很应该吧。

我目前的工作时间说真的，似乎好像比以前更忙。怎样说呢，请看看我工作时间表，工作时间表如下：

星期一至五，8.30am – 9.00pm

( 8.45am – 5.45pm --> clerk, 6.00pm – 9.00pm --> clinic)

**notes --- 星期四clinic 那里我off** ;

星期六，9.30am – 1.00pm --> clerk, & 6.00pm – 9.00pm --> clinic);

星期日，8.30am – 1.00pm --> clinic

大多数时间我好像都用在工作上，还一天赶两份工，如果我告诉你我不累那是在骗你。但我怎样累，怎样都不及我爸累吧……每天我还没起床前，他就去上班了；当我晚上九点多（最迟晚上十点）回到家时，他却还没回来，要大概晚上十一点多才回到来。告诉我，我这样会很辛苦吗？

就是因为这样，我才不想有什么事都要由我爸支柱，我既然想读书就应该自己想办法。谁叫我的成绩不好，不然可以靠申请奖学金来支付。只可惜我现在明白和后悔得太迟，所以要自己想办法来补救，要靠贷款和自己赚钱来交学费。

有谁不想安枕无忧的过生活？有谁家父母不想自己的孩子成龙成凤？有谁想那么奔波的劳碌一辈子？有谁不想过自己想过的生活？有谁不想在许可的情况下专心读书？我并没有怪责父母的意思，我知道他们看到我如此奔波却帮不上忙时心里会很不好过。但我明白，我真的明白他们的苦境。因为这反而令到我知道当一个人在不得已的情况下更要靠自己去帮助自己。依赖别人，别人只是帮到一时，并不代表永远都能帮到你。

哭，我也很想哭，也已经哭过很多次。但只是会哭而无动于衷有用吗？日子还是要过，问题依旧存在，倒不如自己想办法解决不是更好吗？哭，我想只是用来发泄会比较好，哭过，发泄过，脑袋就会清醒，也转动得比较快。问题总要有解决的一天，不是吗？

我目前应该什么都不想去想吧，只想努力赚钱，储够一笔钱后就想尽快回校园上课吧……

New selling record!

话说这个星期六和日又去Solaris Mont' Kiara 去推销巧克力及软糖(Chocolate and Butter Toffee)。由于上个星期的业绩不是很好，这次我可是有再想办法去让顾客看到我手上拿着的样品，所以我就于星期五买了一个盘子（那种用来端茶给人的大盘子），这样我就能一次过把所有样品摆放在盘子上了让人试吃了。=)

况且，这次我还特地把巧克力样品切的大块些，而那些软糖就一粒粒放在装食物的盒里。我可是有分归类的，如果是大人的话，我通常会请他们试吃我们的巧克力，不买不用紧，最重要是使他们觉得我们的巧克力好吃（再极力推荐，我发觉到通常这样效果不错）如果是小孩子的话，我通常会请他们吃一粒软糖（因为通常他们只要有糖果吃就很开心了......=_____=）。哈哈哈！厉害吧？由于这次比较有心思的关系吧，在星期六我竟然卖出八包哦！而星期日也不错，总共卖出了十包，因为我表姐有来监督我推销得如何，当我向顾客推销时，她还顺便替我拍张照，说是给老板的一个交待。虽然是说卖出了十包，其实我是卖出了七包，其余三包是她在时帮忙推销的。我真得很佩服她，即使是那些假装赶时间的顾客，她也有本事把他们拉来试吃，顺便让他们买一、两包。就是因为这样，她就顺便说了几句风凉话，说什么她只是来一下也有本事卖出三包，还叫我向学她几招之类的话（是啦，是啦，知道你厉害啦。=.=!!!）。我当场无言咯，因为是她赢了嘛！=.=!!! 就是因为被她激怒了，我就拼命向顾客推销，总算卖出七包了，呵呵呵！总算还替我自己挽回面子，很有满足感~~

好了，推销工作就此结束。这两个星期的四天内也总共推销出十五包巧克力及两包软糖！站了一整天我整个脚都很累，另外由于我有拿着盘子所以使到我整个肩膀、腰酸背痛。唉，这七十零吉一天的工钱并不容易赚哦~~~T-T

呼~~星期一开始就要开始忙碌的生活了。早上八点四十五分就得到公司当书记，放工后就赶去诊所帮忙了，要晚上九点多或十点才可以回到家了。星期六虽然是要当半天书记，但晚上六点还是要去诊所帮忙；星期日也是早上八点要到诊所工作到下午一点才可以回家。所以可以说是没休息天吧......没办法，为了赚学费，是要这样忙了！T_________T

买车？二手车？

最近我妈似乎打算替我买一辆二手车来给我代步，但唯一的条件是，我必须在每个月的工钱里扣除一些些来还回给她。呵呵呵，应该还好吧......所以我要更努力的去赚钱。$.$

话说我爸一路来都很抗拒二手车的，而买一辆新车对他来说也是一个蛮重的负担，因此，买车这话题对他来说是蛮严肃的。所以，我家目前这辆车也是我妈在十几年前苦苦哀求下他才应允买的。我妈说就算买不起新车也没关系，就算是二手车也没问题，最重要是拥有一辆属于自己的车，不必再向别人借车。但最后我爸还是买了一部新车，坚决不买二手车。当时这辆车加入我家时，我才八岁。不知不觉，这辆车跟了我们十二年。听清楚，是十二年！十二年可不是一个短时期哦！

随着年龄的增长，这辆车出现的问题也越来越多。差不多品均每一个月就会出现在修车厂一次，算起来如果我们把收条夹在一起的话，那笔数目也购买一部新车了。我妈也不止一次向我爸提起买多一辆车的事了，连亲戚朋友也这么说，奈何我爸却对这话题很敏感噢，说怎也不答应。我们其实也明白他的苦衷，就算是一部二手车也没关系，但他却就信不过二手车。昨晚，我妈就再次跟我爸说，我下星期一即将开始工作，她自己本身也要接送我妹/表弟们上下课，再加上如果要接送我上下班的话，这样时间会很紧迫，倒不如买多一辆二手车给我代步那不是更好吗？至于钱方面就帮我先出着，等我领到薪水后再慢慢填补回去。我爸听了后，终于对我妈说：“如果那个卖车商是值得信赖的话，那么就由你全权负责买车的事吧。”哈哈哈，看来我爸是答应了，我要更加努力赚钱才行！

现在似乎一切都高兴得太早，日后就有得我受！T____________T

工作啊~~

话说这个星期六和日又要到会那个Solaris Mont' Kiara（不好意思，现在才发现到mont' kiara 和 Solaris mont's kiara的区别，因次者是一个新的高级场所。=.=!!!） 的Cold Storage去推销，真得很不想去。还有，当我昨晚接到我表姐的电话及跟她谈了几句后就更加不想去上班了。我说在那里推销的反应不是很好，因为很多顾客都不想试吃，就算是吃了也不想买，怎知她说来说去就是我的问题。来来去去就说：“为什么在那两天里只卖出两包？”,“是不是你把巧克力切得太小块所以试不到味道？”，“是不是那些巧克力融化掉了？又或者放太久所以饼干就不脆，不新鲜了？”，“是不是他们（指顾客）嫌用手拿了吃后手会肮脏？”，“为什么会没人试哩？”，“为什么试吃了的又没买呢？你没叫他们买吗？”，“你没有随便说现在我们这个巧克力在搞着推销，所以比较便宜，平时买是没有那么便宜的...”等等之类的问题，我都不知道要怎么回答，听了也很不爽。你要我怎么做？难道你要我死缠烂打来缠着顾客要买他们试、继而要他们买吗？ 当时我只有一句话想回复她，不如你自己去推销吧？既然你有那么多办法，也有那么多对白，我愿意让出位子给你站…… 我敢说如果是你推销的话，一定会卖完的。 我自认我在推销方面没有比你来得“专业”，抱歉啊。=.=!!!

我要说得都已经说了，也已交待得很明白了，她还说什么他们公司老板怎样都得要知道为什么他们的巧克力销不出去，问题是什么？是顾客他们嫌不好吃？还是价钱太贵？还是没有人要买？等等之类的问题......说真的，在跟她谈电话的那十五分钟里，我感觉到自己就像是正在被审问的嫌犯。虽然她是没有在责备我的意思和语气中，但我真的很不喜欢这种感觉。临挂电话时，她还问我这星期六会几点到那里上班，因为她也要跟着去看我怎样去推销。我就说是早上十一点。因为她之前已经说过了，一我可以早上十一点进工，晚上八点回；二我就得十二点开始，晚上九点回。怎知当我告诉她说我这星期六会在早上十一点开始工作时，她却说：“早上十一点会有多顾客咩？晚上八点至九点不是更多顾客光临吗？”那到底是什么意思？！这时我真的感觉到无名火起！她终于惹怒我了！我就是不想工作到这么夜，而之前她又说明我可以在这个时候开工时我才会选择在这个时间上班的，到现在她才来给我意见？！我当时真得很想立刻盖她电话，不想再谈下去了！可以说当时整个谈话中就只有她说话，因我不想回应她任何问题。奈何她正是我姑姑的女儿，而我也不敢得罪亲戚，因这个罪名不轻，我可担当不起。

除此之外，她还问我在15/6/09 - 1/7/09期间要不要到 Midvalley去帮他们推销另一样产品，一天也是 RM 70 + comission。但谢了，我已经在外找到另一份工了，虽然工钱没你们给得那么高，但我却做得心安理得。谢谢你们的好意，我“心领”了。我自认我赚不起这种快钱，我自认是我自己白痴，有一大叠钞票放在我面前却不去争取，反而宁愿出去挨。谢了，下次如再有这种快钱等我赚，我会请我朋友替我介绍，不敢再劳烦你们操心了。


P/s --->所以在此奉劝各位，千万不要替亲戚打工，否则新闻可就多了。还是自己自食其力，到外面去闯闯，试着靠自己的实力去找工吧~~


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另外，我已经找到另一份当书记的工了，这可是我另一个新的经验噢。很期待当一个上班族的滋味~~ 我并不打算辞掉诊所这份工，因为我想在公司放工后就赶去诊所帮忙，一来可以赚多一份工资，二来可以学多点知识嘛...我知道我很贪心啦，但最重要是我自己做得开心，不是吗？

临时工

前几天，我被我表姐叫去当临时工。我的工作是帮她公司推销巧克力，地点是在mont' kiara的 Cold Storage。由于那里是高级场所，附近有不少餐厅，所以在那里消费的人大多数都是洋人或都是些有钱人。

说真，在那里推销东西是真的蛮有压力，说明是高级场所，当然这里的顾客并不像我们在jusco 或 carrefour 里的 supermarket所看见那样，一旦看到有得试吃，就犹如蜜蜂遇到蜜糖那样跑去试吃了，小孩更是不用说。刚开始我还真的蛮努力的去推销，一看到有顾客经过，就立即走上前去问他们有没有兴趣试吃我们的样品。但十个有九个里面，都礼貌的用英语说了句" no, thanks."婉拒了我。这样一来，时间久了就没了当初的信心去推销了。慢慢的，我竟然还变成一个“导游”，每当那些顾客找不到想买的东西，就跑来问我那东西放在哪里，由我来指方向给他们。=.=!!!

星期六那天还好，由于我有努力的关系，所以也能卖出两包。但星期日，由于我在星期六那天没有喝到足够的水，所以导致我整个人很不舒服+没精神，所以没什么推销到，因此当天一包也没卖出。很惨啊，下星期还要去那里推销啊！我不想干了！很后悔答应啊！

Edited at 9/6/09.

我的“大日子” XD

在此所说的大日子，并非本人要结婚的意思......而是本人的生日哦~~哈哈哈！对！昨天就是本人的生日，都没有出去跟朋友出去庆祝到，但反应都不错下啦，一直都有收到他/她们祝我生日快乐之类的信息。算你们有我心啦，哈哈哈！谢啦~~~

但无论如何也好过去年吧，今年第一个帮我庆祝的人就是我妈，她提早带我、我妹和我表弟一起去吃大餐为我庆祝了。（只可惜我爸今年又无法跟我们一起去吃大餐为我庆生，因为他有上班……不可以，明年我们一定要一家人一起去为我庆生…XD）
而朋友之中第一个提议要帮我庆生的就是雯玲小姐啦，离我生日前还有几天，她竟然提早传简讯提议说请我吃东西为我庆生哩！这是我完全没料想到的！很惊喜下！谢谢你哦！=D
而我表妹就送了我一份礼物，是一个钱包。其实她也是早一个星期就拿来放在我房间的电脑桌上了，但我却以为是她忘了带走，（因为她没用礼物纸包着嘛！）哪知昨天她传简讯来祝我生日快乐时，竟然告诉我那是我的礼物！哈哈哈！我已经约了她下次见面时补送她的生日礼物，因为她是比我早两个星期生日的，礼物我是买到了，但还没交给她。上个星期她放礼物给我时，刚好我在睡觉，所以还没亲自交给她。>.< 总之，谢谢你的礼物哦！ 最后，谢谢你们还记得我的生日，还有你们特地传来的祝我生日快乐信息哦！你们也要加油哦！爱死你们了！ XD

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最近由于我时常帮忙我妈载送我妹和表弟们去上课（当然她也坐在我旁边），我妈称赞我的驾驶技术进步了哦！哈哈哈哈哈！高兴死了！下次我想很快就可以自己把车给驾出来了！ =D


P/s ---> 想不到我已经到了这个年龄......有点接受不到这个事实......（哈，好像有点白痴）啊啊啊啊啊~我又老了一岁了~~~救命啊~~~算了，年纪大应该也可以活到很好的！加油！ XD

Sushi King.

Feels like I'm always ate sushies when I went out with friends. Like yesterday, Mun Ling suddenly sms me that "Seen your birthday is coming soon, so when you free? I treat you eat." Wakakaka~ So fast she want to celebrate with me?

Okay lo seen she so good, then I replied her that " Really meh? Feel like paiseh if want you to treat me... When you free then? Lets come out for gathering la~" After the dicussing, she said "friday (meant today) at around 12pm, you go to my house and we go to Jusco Metro Prima. We have our lunch at Sushi King there."

Hahaha! Sushies again! Okay lo, since she suggested there. Around 12pm I walked to her house, and her aunt fetch us to Jusco. Then we went to Sushi King there for our lunch. Actually before that, I already took my breakfast at home ( homemade mee goreng). Yea, it's my mom cooked.

Well, I had ordered the latest promote set lunches with curry and it costed RM 14.90. This set lunch included 2 sticks of fried chicken with baked cheese (which the fried chicken is made look like satay but it was fried), rice and 1 small bowl of curry. For ML one, she ordered set lunches too, but hers one more ingredients than me, got chawanmushi, miso soup, Chicken chop with vegetables, rice and 1 bottle of yakult. It costed RM 18.90. Arghh~~~ I love that! Yummy~~

After these, we damn fulled okay. And that ML still took 1 more plate of sushi and asked me to share with her. =.=!!! I'm stared on her and you know what reason she gave? She said that plate of sushies look cute and nice. *speechless* When we get the bills, it's total RM 40++. (Only for both of us)After that we went for a walk around Jusco and Popular then her aunt fetch us back at around 2.30pm. Anyway, thanks ya Mun Ling for your lunch and remember my birthday too! Next time when your birthday I will treat you eat more tasty and delicious foods!


P/s ---> Okay, after this lunches, I'm already damn fulled and unable to put in any foods into my stomach anymore. So, even I didn't take my dinner for today and I didn't feel hungry too! =.=!!!

Pp/s ---> Sorry for I didn't captured any pictures for uploaded to this post. Damn tried now, because I'm busy on helping my mom after arrived home. Good Nite~

A new Record!

Hey, today it was my first time to drove the car with sending my sister went and back from tuition centre there. But I would like to mentioned here is that time my mom was not be with me okay! So yeng Rite? *blink*
Actually, around 4pm my mom asked me to sent my sister out for tuition and she will follows too. Who knows my aunt who is working at Ireland called her by using house phone. Seen my sister was going to be late and she can't stop the conversation with my aunt. Thus she asked me to drive on my own and sent sister to go for tuition! Wahahaha! That was my first time! I'm so happy because finally my mom allowed me to drove the car out on my own! Although it's near (at metro prima which is near jusco) but at least it was a starting for me, right?

I'm going to be more hardworking on pratice and next time I hope to drive to my working place on my own! XD

真的有那么好笑吗？

今天啊，本来是没什么特别的事写的。
但我就在诊所里遇到一个蛮搞笑的病人。
话说他是一个男的，比我小一岁,
跟他姐和妈妈来，
但就只有他和他姐看病。
他姐看完后就轮到他，
原来啊，他的膝盖处有一小处红肿了，
是发炎而导致生脓。
但实际的情况为何导致这样我就不是很清楚了。

然而医生就提议说帮他开一小刀然后把脓取出来，
经过同意后，
医生就帮他打麻醉药后就请他出外头坐着等大概五分钟左右，
因为要等药发挥作用。
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五分钟后，
在一切用具准备好后，
我就请他进来躺着，
然而她妈妈也跟着进来。
然后医生就动刀了，
就在他的红肿处割了一小刀，
就把脓挤出来。

可能是很痛吧，
他一直像小孩那样动来动去，
再不就咬自己的衣领处。
本来就没那么好笑的，
就在医生帮他挤脓的时候，
他竟然痛到笑，
一直笑着喊痛。

平时我看到的病人在这种时候，
通常都是静静忍着痛不出声，
在不就痛到眯着眼，
我看到也觉得不忍心，
看到也笑不出来。
但这个就很搞笑，
看到他痛到竟然还会笑，
就想到我自己，
我也忍不住跟着笑（ 但不敢笑得太大声 ）
他妈妈看到我笑，她也跟着笑。
当医生挤完脓的时候，
其实已差不多完成步骤了，
接着就是要包扎了，
他这才问医生：“请问可以休息一下吗？很痛啊…”
我们听了又忍不住笑了，
他妈妈跟他说：“现在只是包伤口而已...”
医生看到他这种模样，也忍不住问他真的有那么痛吗？
哈哈！他早不说迟不说，要完成了才说这句话，
你说，我能忍住不笑吗？

很抱歉噢，
我知道我失态了，
但我看到他这样狼狈就真的忍不住了！
哈哈哈哈哈！

Bowling + Neway K Box

Yesterday Phui Yen and I had a fun and interesting date. Lets start at the morning, since she told me that she don't have anyone to fetch her out to bus-stop which is near with her house (okay actually quite far from her house). Then my mom said that she can fetch her and then drop us at the bus-stop.

Actually this was my first time to her house. Although I did ask her many times how to go there before but at last I didn't go there due to I don't have transport too. Then, at thursday night I just simply droped down the guide from her for how to go to her house. Okay, lets go back to main point, while I'm getting in mom's car then I sms her that I'm coming now and then straight went to my cousin's house to pick up him.

In fact on the way to her house is quite okay, but who knows I showed the different direction at the first junction to my mom and thus all the guides that she gave I get blured already! I'm already don't know where we are and then I called her. Luckily after few calls, we finally get reached to her house safely. Hahaha! Then we take bus for went to 1 Utama.

When we arrived there, she bought a bread at "Bread Story" and then she suggested want to go to the Pet shop. While we 're looking for those puppies, suddenly a sales asisstant asked whether want hug the puppies or not. And yen the one most happy, she said she wan hug Shih Tzu. And then what we did was keep asking the sales asisstant how to fed the Shih Tzu. There 2 Shih Tzu in a small room, one male and another female. While we 're take the male Shih Tzu to another side, the female keep barking feel like she don't want be alone. After the Sales asisstant put it back to the room then he take the female out. Of course we keep hugging it and she feel comfortable till want to sleep. Then, I asked the S.A whether can take the Golden Retriever out to let me hug it. Eh, the golden retriever seem like very happy and keep licking my hand! And it's fur like the bear toys that soft~~ Then, we feel like not good to stay at the Pet shop for long time because we didn't buy anything there. So, we quickly move to another place after hug those pupies~ Feel bad right? Hahaha..XD

Then we went to U-Bowl there where it stated at the 4th floor. It's RM 2.50 per game at around 12pm to 2pm, therefore we play 3 games for each person. At first don't know why how comes the bowling that I threw is keep go into the "longkang". And when I thought that I can be the winner at last games, who knows I get less than 1 mark than yen. So, I'm the "continuous loser" in these 3 games. >.< "Wong Kok Char Chan Teng". And that are the foods and drinks we had ordered as below.

It's quite expensive but don't care la coz I'm not always to had my lunch over there.

Well, after lunch we went to Neway K-Box for sing K. It's quite weird for 2 peoples sing K okay, so I thought that yen is kidding with me when I heard that she want to sing K with me. And I would like to tell you here what we have faced at Neway. Yup, when we making the register at counter, the waitress told us that the fees for us is RM20++ for each person where the foods and drinks are not included. And we may sing from 3pm to 7pm. Then our room is No.28, the room was so "BIG" and our waiter was a guy who names Tom. And we wondering whether he cames from China because both of us can't understand what he's talking about.

What he said is different with the waitress at counter just now. At first, he gave us the menu and ask for our order. He said he'll take our order after that. Since both of us thought that we don't want to waste money to make ordered anymore and therefore we said no need when he came in again. And he did bring along the small bowl of chips (we thought it was free). Then we start singing. After few more mins, he came in again and said wanna to take our ordered. Although the light at the room was dark but I can said that he is the same guy. We said don't wan again, but he said there is 2 free drinks for each person in RM 20++. We really get confused in what he had said! And then I ordered 2 watermelon juices for avoid him to keep disturbing us. We really be mad while he keep talking what "RM20 jia jia= ++ "...=.=!!! After that, when he passes through our room, he sure will look in our room. I think he still want to said what "RM20++". So both of us keep laughing when he passes through. Really "gik sei", all our sing k mood disappear jo lo... =.=!!!

Then we sing k until 5pm then we have to go back lo...coz my mom not allowed me late to go back because she need to pick out my cousins from school after 6pm. When we get the bill, it cost us around RM50++! And the chips we didn't ordered it also need to paid RM9! =.=!!! And then we only get to know what the stupid said " we get 2 drinks free for EACH of us in RM20++ per person". We almost crazy and didn't care what "plus plus" anymore because we rush to take bus which came at 5.30pm. Luckily we get into the bus and we arrived our home safely finally.

I really feel happy because I had never did so many things in one day with friend. And I had never assumed that we 2 "soh po" went to sing K together and lots of things will happened on us during K-box. Hahaha! Anyway, I'm enjoy this date and hope to have it again! XD

That's all for today uploaded~

母亲节快乐

今天的母亲节，我总算有点表示噢。那就是订一个芋头蛋糕送我妈，因为她很喜欢吃有芋头口味的。无论是哪种食物，总之是有芋头的她都喜欢。最搞笑的是当我妈得知我送蛋糕给她时，她就杀出这一句：“你送蛋糕给我是要“激 = cake”我吗？”我真得给她气坏！我妈就是这样，时不时就喜欢说些冷笑话。=.=!!!

由于没时间准备关系，再加上我有一个朋友在那上班的关系，我就只好直接选“京都”(King's confectionery)。我之所以写“只好”这两个字，是因为我开始不是很喜欢那里的蛋糕了，因为第一，不好吃、第二，总感觉蛋糕上那些水果装饰不是很新鲜。

然而，那个蛋糕的价钱给的惊喜根大！这么久没买了，到现在一个1kg的蛋糕竟然要RM56！如果好吃的话，其实是还蛮值得的。但这个真的不值，看来下次我要早点准备才行。免得再去那里买。还好我那位朋友还给我一张20%的折扣卷！我唯一满足的就是在我今天母亲节去那蛋糕时她们送了我一支康乃馨。=.=

我敢说本人对食物的要求并不高，也不会说怎样挑食（多得我妈从小对我的严格训练，不准挑食！），但就对这间蛋糕店真的有些许失望。皆因这蛋糕的味道不符合这么贵的价钱......

就是这个芋头蛋糕

当我把那枝花拿回家送给我妈时，她就“借花敬佛”送去给我们家供奉的观音娘娘。因为就只有神桌那里有一个花瓶。这句成语真得很适合用在这里，哈！

到了晚上，我们一家人就到巴生吃肉骨茶哦！真得好饱！也很满足哦！

P/s ---> 虽然是很简单的一餐，但只要我们一家人可以时常一起庆祝就心满意足矣！^^ 在此祝天下各位妈妈们，还有我妈妈，母亲节快乐哦！

发霉咯~

所谓的发霉，并不是指任何食物，
而是在指本人。哈哈哈！
最近都是在家里“煲”电视剧，
剧名叫“搜神传”，
所以感觉上也没怎么样。
但昨天却看完了，
所以现在就觉得闷到透顶！T.T

话说继上次在13.4.09跟阿倩宜小姐约会后，
到现在为止好像都不曾跟朋友都没出过门。（当然工作和跟我妈出门是除外的，难得有人载进载出）
然而大多数时间都是在家发霉，
算算下，连跟朋友传简讯好像也少了，
是简直可以要我一天不传简讯也可以，
哈！厉害吧？
开始变成宅女了！
感觉上自己好像跟社会脱节了，
对世事不闻不问，
（说到真的好像戏剧里身居高山里，从此隐姓埋名的感觉……T.T）

甚至连我妈也说因为我久没参朋友出外，
所以整个人也变个很老土！=.=!!!
救命啊！
原来我这么久没跟朋友联络了！
他/她们会不会忘记我啊？
不行，我要出街！还我自由！（等等，好像没有人说不给我出噢？）

我扭到脚了

事实上我也不懂我怎样扭伤脚。

只是在最近发觉到每当我站起来时，

右边的膝盖部位会很痛......

所以就想说该不会关节炎吧？又或者风湿？

呸呸呸！不会的，我还那么年轻啊~
也或者有可能是最近做运动做得太频密而导致扭到吧，呵呵......

但现在最主要的问题是，

本来就只是扭到而已，

所以就要求我妈用药酒帮我揉下，

可能是她的力道有点大吧，（说真的，不是“有点”，她是费“很”大力气，还记得当时我是痛得大喊到死去活来！XP）

所以第二天我的脚就变成如下的情形......

看到吗？出现了几块黑青！

这只是第二天，

由于看到有点效果（因为膝盖部位不再痛了，但变成黑青处一碰就痛...>.<）

所以就再次大胆劳烦妈妈再帮我揉下，

哪知第三天就变成如下:

哈哈哈！恐怖吗？黑青处变得更明显了！

呵呵呵！不知道怎么了，

当我看到那些黑青时，

竟然还笑得出来！

当我告诉我妈时，她说我很变态。

呵呵，或许吧，因为我也觉得我有些变态，

看到自己的脚出现了几处“淤黑”，竟然还那么高兴！

惨了，开始觉得自己出现不正常了...=.=!!!

唉，年纪大是这样的了，

运动下也会扭到膝盖！真是的！XD

无奈

很累啊，我到底在累什么啊？
我到底想怎样啊？
每天我都在想同一个问题，
其实也可以说是有头绪了，但就是不敢有所行动。
到现在我才明白，想想就容易，但要有所行动时就不是那么容易...
唉...
小姐啊、小姐，你到底想怎样啊？
你到底在顾虑些什么啊？？？
我就快疯掉了！！！

Bowling + Sakae Sushi~~ XD

Yesterday, Sin Yee and I went to The Curve and the Cineleisure Damansara which next to The Curve to play Bowling. 12pm we meet at Jusco bus stop there and then sin yee suggested that we better take taxi to go there. Her main reason is she also not familiar which bus is going there. =.=!!!

Okay, then we arrived The Curve there at around 12.30pm I think and the taxi's fees costed us around RM8 (both of us share the payment). Firstly, I thought that The Curve there got Bowling court. But she showed me the direction and the court is stated at the Upper floor of Cineleisure which next to The Curve. ( Hey, I have to tell you all that the situation of the Cineleisure is extremely quiet and "peaceful". I had never saw a shopping complex as "peace" as like this. Quite terrible okay?)

Luckily still got few peoples inside playing bowling. Otherwise I'll feel like rather we turn back to Midvalley immediately. Then both of us go to counter to make our payment and take our shoes. We played 2 games each person, mean we have 2 rounds VS. Unluckily in these 2 rounds, I lose... but our both overall marks got improvement. At 1st rounds, our total marks are 90+, and the 2nd rounds are 100+... After these we went to have our lunch.

After the discussing, Sin Yee said that she feel like to eat Sushi. Then we went to Sakae Sushi which stated at the ground floor of The Curve. Yummy~ SAKAE SUSHI I'm coming~

1. Don't know what it's name, but inside there got shisamo (small fish)

2. Ebi Mental sushi

3. Amaebi sushi

4. Tempura cheese maki

5. Mochi ( different favourite)

6. Sushies~~ XD (only some of the part k?)

Actually before that we had make our order for 2 bowls of ramens. Seen during that time is lunches breaks, so we may saw that there are a lots of official staffs went there or some restaurants which near there to have their lunch. Seen that those waiters / waitresses were busy on serving customers, then we thought that our orders had been forgetten (coz it's so long time taken and we still haven't get our ramens yet). Well, actually it's okay if they did. Therefore, that Sin Yee (and yea me too...XP) take as many plates of sushies as we can, because we planed to eat sushies to fulfil our hungry stomaches. Who knows, now only the time our ramens served to us. =.=!!!

This is what Sin Yee ordered for Beef Ramen, it's RM14.90

And,

This is mine, Tempura Ramen, it's RM 13.90

It's tasted good I tell you! But that time both of us already no more mood to taste it because our stomaches are FULLED! Hahaha... Here's our orders in Sakae Sushi~

All tasted good I tell you! XD

Can you imagine that only we 2 persons to ate and finished all these? o.O

This set of lunch has costed us around RM 80.60. Hey, only both of us ate also need RM80.60, yea I knew that both of us very terrible okay! Ate until almost feel like vomited! Hahaha! (We have tried our best to finished our ramens, but at last we didn't coz we're unable to put anything into the stomaches anymore! Hahaha! On the other hand we keep drinking the green tea for helping us in digestion! That's why~~ Hahaha!XD)

Since we still have time after lunch, then we went back to Bowling court for one more round. After that, we decided to go back. It's raining when we went out from The Curve and it's heavy. =.=!!! Fortunately, she did bring her umbrella and we wait for taxi. We saw a taxi was parking at around us and then we asked the driver whether can fetch us back to Jusco Kepong or not. Firstly he said no because there was jam during that time. Okay, then we wait for another one. While we were waiting for another taxi just few minutes and then the driver changed his mind. He said he may fetch us there but it costed us RM15! What?! O.o!!! RM15?! Of course we rejected him and we still wait for the another taxi coming. After few more minutes, thanks god finally we saw another taxi coming and the driver agree to fetch us back to Jusco Kepong. And the most important thing is, it only costed us RM10! Less than that stupid driver about RM5!

Since it's still raining heavier than just now, then we went to Jusco and walk around there while waiting for the stop raining. And yea, I've bought a new clothes around RM29. =.=!!! Arghh~~ I've spent around RM90+ during this dates. And I sweared that I'll save money from now! ( just a promise for a moment...T.T)

P/s ---> Although we've spent a lot of money, but as a human we have to enjoy and relax from stressing lifes sometimes right? ( Of course just sometimes la okay! Not always! Unless you feel like you have a lots of money and don't know how to spend it... Yea sure, you're welcome to find me to help you!) XD

一首歌 - 叶子

在这几天突然发现到这首歌，并不是什么新歌。而是最近当我从报纸上得悉这首歌的女歌手因病而去世而留意到这首歌。相信很多人都听过，而我之前听到这首歌的时候觉得很普通（可能是我不认识那位歌手吧……请原谅我，那是因为我以前很少听歌的。），但现在却觉得蛮好听、也蛮有意思的。所以特地放上来分享下... 而且它的MV也蛮感动的。以下是这首歌的歌词和MV。
阿桑 - 叶子
作词：陈晓娟　作曲：陈晓娟
叶子　是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀　是落在天上的叶子
天堂　原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘 当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单　是一个人的狂欢
狂欢　是一群人的孤单
爱情　原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘 当时是怎样有人陪伴
**我一个人吃饭　旅行　到处走走停停
也一个人看书　写信　自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里 就连自己看也看不清 我想我不仅仅是失去你
我一个人吃饭　旅行　到处走走停停
也一个人看书　写信　自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里 就连自己看也看不清 我想我不仅仅是失去你**
孤单　是一个人的狂欢
狂欢　是一群人的孤单
爱情　原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘 当时是怎样有人陪伴
Repeat chorus**
叶子　是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀　是落在天上的叶子

竟敢瞧不起我？

你们这班人竟敢瞧不起我的驾驶技术？虽然我承认我的驾驶技术不是很好......但也不用说得那么明吧？例如：“啊？由你驾车啊？”，“你驾得很慢哩......”，又或者一上车得知我是司机时就杀出一句“我很怕哩......”=.=!!! ...喂喂喂，这些话是什么意思啊？你们以为我聋的吗？虽然我驾驶时是蛮笨拙下，那是因为家里只有一辆车而已，没有那么多时间来让我实习啊……真得有那么恐怖吗？一上车就给我淋上一大盆冷水，一句鼓励的话都没有，这可是很伤我的心还有自信心的哩！我肯来接载你们可是我一番好意哩（也顺便可以实习一下），不然我早就在家看戏了。何必出来自寻苦吃？真的好心没好报哩！

只要给我多一些时间练习，我自然就会尽量做得好一些啊。你们也不是一出世就会跑步和讲话吧？对于你们现在看不起我的事还有你们所赠送给我的“冷水”，如果你们现在还会给些鼓励我的话，我倒还可以原谅你们；但如果你们还是选择继续泼我冷水的话，那就谢谢了，我会“铭记于心”。等我驾得纯熟的时候，你们可别坐我的车哦……我可不会接载你们，交通问题就麻烦你们自行解决吧！哼哼~~~




致：所有瞧不起及给我泼冷水的人。

Boring~~~ Haiz..

Do you know that if a people who do not have a proper work or aims in this society of world, then what is the value for he/she to staying in the earth?

Well, I do not have any full-time work during this holidays although I felt very bored at home. Everyday most of the time is sat in front of the computer and just few hours to go for work at clinic. Even my cousins always ask me what I'm going to do until I almost become crazy with those questions. I've tried to find work but on the other hand I still thinking whether want go for further study or not.

Sometimes, I will felt that I'm the one who wasting money and time at home. And even felt that I'm very useless no matter on study or work. I knew that it's too late for me to getting regret because time will no turn back anymore once it has passed through.

Yea, luckily I still can get some ideas form my friends which go for work while haven't making any decisions. Heard that it is a good solutions to get your best thinking for future. Maybe you may found your favourite later through your working days. And yea, suddenly I have remembered some memories that had happen during my school days before and I 've think a lots too. Hope that I may get some advices from the passed...

Sad-ing

DOn't know why suddenly I'll get down in mood la... Haiz... Especially when some of them keep asking me those questions which related to my future and planning...

Arghh~~~ Please stop it la.. I'm actually very sad and stressing with that... Why still wanna to forces me, I'm really feel like going to die.. Why my future so blur... Why we must make decisions for our future? Why so many things we have to think and care? My brain really going to burst once I've think more about of it...T_T

Somemore I will feel don't wanna to study anymore.. Stupid right? Ok ok, I will try to make it fast k? But please don't keep asking me those questions k? I promised that I'll inform you all once I've make decisions la k? Of course you are welcome if you're ready to give me some counselling or ideas la..=)

Green Box + Gathering

Yesterday, Sin Yee, Adrian, Chin Wah and I went to the Green Box which stated at Sg. wang there for sing k. Well, actually this sing k idea was came out from honourable Ms S.Yee, so until make "few times calls" to green box there for booking room, sms-ing for invite friends, bla bla bla.... all these complicated processes were all handling by her. I'm the one who just waiting for her message and latest informed. XD

Why I'll said that she did make "few times calls" to green box? Because of her la hahahaha, always make changes of the times and dates, from at 1st message said that we start from Saturday at 1pm, 2nd message said that changes to SUnday at 1oam, 3rd message said that still Sunday but changes to late bit and finally the last message CONFIRMed that it will be Sunday at 1oam... Omg, I have become dizzy by her...@-@ I'm wondered that whether her name will be put into BLACK LIST by those Green box's stuffs or not...Wahahahaha...

Anyway, since she told us that we have to meet up at 9am coz one hour is needed for transfer trains or anything to arrived Sg.wang there. But you know what? s.yee was the 1st ppl who arrived early, and me the 2nd one. I think I arrived there around 9.05am. Those 2 guys get late you know? The reason is one of them slept over and need another one arrived his house and morning-called him then only awake. =.=lll

Well, finally we can get int the train. Since they were late, so we have to rushes there immediately. WHen we arrived KL Central and transfer to Monorail, 4 of us were ran. So stupid la you know, only 4 of us doing this "jogging" in KL area. =.=lll While on the way getting to monorail station, almost an accident getting happened on S.yee and I. Coz Adrian was the one move fatest and following by C.Wah, S.yee and I, when S.yee and I were across the road to over C.wah, the traffic light suddenly turn green where the car start to move! That time, both of us were walked to the half way where in the 2nd line and the 3rd line car starting to move! When we saw this, scare until almost stuck at there! So dangerous and scary man! Fortunately, we still may acrossed the road to opposite shops safely. Wheuuuuuuuu~

Then after that, we finally arrived Sg.wang there Safely. Since both of 2 guys walking's speed were faster than us, so we asked them went to the counter of green box( heard that have to tell them the name who was make the booking and informed them that we're arrived safely. XP) and we meet up there. While S.yee and I went there by using lif. Who knows that when both of us arrived the Green box's Counter there, we didn't see both of them. After that C.wah came. He told us that he finally "think clearly", therefore he use the lif to came here while Adrian still using those Escalators. Err... So clever they are. Especially for Adrian!! A big clap for him! XD

After sing k, it's already 1pm. Then we hang around there for searching a place for Yamcha. We hang from Sg.wang and finally to Timesquare there. Coz of them la, keep talking and complaining plus discussing that this restaurant not nice or the price so expensive or the sits all were uncomfortable..bla bla bla.. and Finally, they've planed to Old town there. (Arghh, since I'm having sick already feel very tired la as you all knew but still bring me here bring me there..>.<) Amongst of us, only C.wah ordered for a Hot drink, that's hot white coffee. So unfair lo, the surface of the coffee bubbles there got "Love shape" leh!*envy* FOr us just simply cold drink without any special decorate. ( I tell you I won't got for Old town anymore! hahaha...*kidding*) Hahaha, eh, the C.wah suddenly felt stomachache after he drank his hot white coffee. His coffee really Special as we said wor!! (Haiyer, luckily not mine one...XD ) Hahaha..XP Then we just chit-chat there for around 1 hour more I think (forget how long the time we sat over there ..hehe), then only go back.

Although I'm not so close to some of them. But this gathering still considered GOOD . Hope that we will have another gathering like this next time. *waiting*

P/s---> Since we have did jogging at KL early in the morning, so now pair of my legs were painful!!! =.=!!! Between, you may make predicted that how long I didn't go for exercise. XP

Stupid People!!!

If there is someone who has make you angry and even did something which make you extremely hate it, will you still listen to him/her? For me, is NO! Yea, maybe any one of you who is viewing this post may think that I'm the one who always remembered those unhappy, "simpan dendaman" or whatever la, but it really make me UNABLE to TAHAN! I'm always try to restraining those things that he did from getting angry, but you know what? The stupid was totally challenging my "endurance" by doing something stupid!!! Do you know how I be mad at him and how suffer am I?! Swtz.....( Sorry for I'm being so rude.)

SPECIALLY FOR THE PPL that I'm hating the most:
Ok, well, what I did now were totally learning from you. There are most of the things that you've taught me before and even now! Please don't blame me! Thanks for giving so many "free lessons" to me... Even you are blaming or hating me, I don't care I tell you!!!

我真的生气了！

为什么他总要做一些白痴兼无谓的东西惹我们生气？！

既然他之前有一段日子是有心做好本份让我们开心和喜欢他...

为什么他就不要这样继续坚持下去，

而偏要那么快复古盟态来让我们生气甚至讨厌他呢？！

为什么他既然都知道这样做会让别人生气，

而偏要做呢？
这样做会令他得到什么好处？

既然是这样倒不如做些有意义的事来换取别人的赞赏不是更好吗？

难道在他被骂时就不难过的吗？！

我已经忍到极限了！

我真的超不爽他了！

不管谁说我小气也好，

无情也罢！

这都是他逼我的！

Bonus~ XP

Yesterday, I got a good news from the doctor there. That is he decided to up the salary for both of us ( The one I don't hope to mentioned her name..=.=!!!) who work as part-timer from RM 4 to RM 4.50!! ( maybe some people will said that : Cheh~~ so few only!) But at least better than no right? $.$

Yup, maybe most of us will think that up only RM 0.50 is not so important or even don't mind about that, because it just little bit only. But now I'm only the part-timer who don't have any working experience as a nurse! SOmetimes I will feel that I'm very stupid, because I didn't and unable to help them anything. Hahaha~~ So, this RM 0.50 might be very important to me! Huhu~
Oh yea, forget to said that some more I still able to get an Angpao from doctor! It was my last year bonus! I thought that the bonus only available for full-timer! Who knows that I can get it too~~ Hahahaha~~ Not bad, not bad!!! Thanks!!! XD

But anyway, I'll try to learn and get more experiences from clinic there as to thanks the doctor for giving me so many Bonus~ XP (although sometimes he also act as "kedekut", but DON'T CARE la since he did gave me some bonus~ As we knew, this world is realistic right? XP)

P/s ---> Now it make me don't know how to quit from the clinic job since I've plan to searching for another Full- time job and also further study. Aiks, I have to re-planning again la~ *headache* =.=!!!

Result's day

Sorry for didn't updated the blog for a long time, that's because of I'm not good in blogging mood for a long period of time. =.=!!! And that's why now only I've make some updated for this blog.

Well, in fact I've get knew about my result via online on 21th Jan since I've get my friend's call and informed at the early of the morning. Guesses what result I've get? Thanks god, I get all passes in this exam but it did not satisfying. Yup, I'm very unhappy with that. And of course, I've cried and cried for many times for that at night because it did not achieved my "minimum requirement" that I've setting down before exam. Even for me, I had never predicted that I'll get such kind of result! Stupid and silly right?

I did paid a lots concerned and time in study and preparations, and is that the result I should get huh?! Why?! And who else can tell me the answer?! It was real, I didn't say lies! I did work hard! I really did! Hahaha! Is it a kidding that the god giving to me?! Is that funny?! NO, I didn't enjoyed with this kidding at all! I'm serious! I hate! I hate it and even myself too!

Okay, maybe some of them will said that I'm better than them because of I still able to get all passes for this exam, and them getting worst than me.. If like what they've said, then should I feel proud of my result?! o.O Whatever they said, I still can't forgive myself and I'll not satisfied with this result. I'll still repeat for the same things, that is I'VE PAID A LOTS for this exam! It's not fair! Not fair!

Yup, I did told my parents about it. But they didn't said anything. Maybe they knew that I've really did my best and that's why they understand. Some more they still asking me that whether I'm planning to go for re-sit again? No, I'm not going for re-sit again! It really make me crazy and became emotional. Between, I have no more confident for that anymore and even for my further study. I became blur since I don't know what to do and what else I can do at my future. But I'm sure that I'll waste lots of time at "searching" for other degree courses at other Universities for my further study. Besides, can anyone tell and teaches me what to do?

P/s --> Sorry dad and mom, I've make you all disappointed again. And also wasted your lots of money in this 1 and 1/2 years. But I'd never regret for taking this course because I did learned more in this course. I failed to do it well maybe I'm not hardworking enough. So sorry~ Between also feel sorry to my lecturers too~ T-T

Current mood: Sad + Speech-less

Result, resuLt, reSult

Result result result... Many of these words have fulfilled my brain recently... Yea, what I'm thinking inside my brain all are related with result~ And my brain is going to "burst"!!! So fast the moment of "result's day" has coming near with me finally. The day that I'm waiting for a long long time ago since the exam has been overed at December of 2008. *sigh*

Well, what to do? That's the 1st question. The mood that I'm having now was actually full of confusing and scaring. Although I knew that I may not make any changes on it since the result has been released and be confirmed, and now just waiting for the suitable time to make an announcement. But I really can't able to controlled my brain not to thinking of it!

Yea, I knew that I'm silly. Since the exam has overed then my stupid brain always think and remember about the result at every seconds, everyday and even every night...... until I can't to sleep tight at night. T_T I wondered that the brain was playing fool with me huh? During study time, it did not "function well" plus always forget to those important notes that I've read and studied for many times. But now suprisingly it may "function well" in remembered lots of questions which all related result all the time until whole month eventhough I'm not trying to remember of it! =.=!!!

Haiz~ just now Leng has gave me a call and we've chat a while. Although just a little bit but at least better than I'm scaring of myself, right? And we plan to have a "meeting" on Thursday once we get know of our result via online tomorow~ Still the samething that I'm going to repeat again: Hope that everything will be Alright and also there are somebody like god, or buddha or whatever la, as long as they are able to give me blessing~~~ T-T I do appreciate them very much!!! T_T

Between, I'm going to have a date with S.Yee tomorrow. A "long-lost friend" too, we less to meet up because she is taking Tourism Managment course at politeknik school, but don't know where is it stated at. =p So, I have to put all the unhappy aside while I'm having date with her. (coz heard that our results will release at UK time 9.00am while here is 5pm time)
Ok, just forget it when the time meet up with my dear friend. =)
Good morning to everybody then~

Bye bye "P" Licence XP

Well, today I did change my Probationary Driving Licence ( P licence) to Real Driving Licence! Actually the expired date of my "P" Licence was until 9th of January 2009 but I've late to make it since lazy although it was just a very simple work for me. Huhu~ Therefore until yesterday then only went to a Driving School which near by my house there for renewed it to Real Driving Licence.

Yea yea, start from this second onward I'm not the "P" licence holder anymore but the REAL Driving Licence Holder! Hahaha! XP


P/s ---> Just to make a simply annoucement that I'm not the "P" licence holder anymore!!! XD

Pp/s ---> Omg, forget to tell here that this "simply" renewation had costed me around RM 70~~ =.=!!!

Wedding Invitation

How do you feel when that is your first time to get a wedding invitation from your good friends or colleagues? It's so cool right?

Well, I have just get a wedding invitation from a colleague who is working at same clinic with me. I have never been invited by anyone except went together with my parents before! It was my first time to be invited! It was so cool and unbelievable for me! XP

Yea, the date of wedding dinner has been settled at this Sunday night. Of course I will present with one of my friend, Mun Ling who is also to be invited. (The one who introduced the clinic work for me and always change the working-day shifts with me.)

Please stay tuned and I'll upload more later. XP

Study? Money?

Do you know that which is more important for me now? Study or working? I feel so embarrassed now cause I'm confusing even don't know what I should do now. During this holidays, I have thought a lots. But I have no any ideas so far.

Yea, I wish to have work while I'm waiting for the release of result. At least can throw out all my worries away from me. Some more may earn some money. But my mom prevented me from searching work because she ask me to search for work after CNY. But the results will release before CNY, and I have to make a choices either further study or start working. Even either my result may fulfill all the entry requirements for further study at University or not, I don't know yet. My emotion almost getting distraction since I have to think a lots on these such things. How? And what to do now?

Honestly, I did not enjoy this holiday after the exam at all some more it was distracted my mind always during this whole month. Yea, I will get my result soon. But what will see later? Full of happiness? Sadness? Or disappointment? Who knows? I don't dare to predict how my result going to be because it was not same as SPM. It was totally different! T.T

改变自己？

今天在无所事事之际，我就上网去游览了所有我认识的人所写的部落。其中一个令我最为感到意外的是，竟然就是我之前觉得他很“串”的、而且同时又在中学及学院都当过我的老师的人！他竟然会改变自己？！

此话怎说？这要从我中学时说起，他，可以说是我的学长。因为我们都曾在同一间中学求学，但不同的是，我从来没见过他。因为当我入学时，他就毕业啦。但我还是可以从别人口中得知他的事情，因为他是一个优异生。但没想到，竟然就让我在中五时候遇见他！他还当过我的代课老师。他的确很优异，但他给到我第一种感觉就是：他很骄傲！是的，他真的很骄傲！但没关系，他只是几个月的代课老师，过后就没见面了，我也就此作罢。可以说，在中学期间我与他是完完全全没有任何交流的。

但是有时候缘分真的很搞笑，是缘分吗？还是玩笑？这次他竟然再次当上我的数学讲师！可笑吗？几个月没见，还是老样子。起初他教我们的班时，他真的可以说是很严肃，甚至不苟言笑。在整个课堂里可以很严肃，也可以很风趣，但这可要视他当天的心情而定。他很讨厌有学生在他授课时不专心听讲和讲话。如果当天他心情好，他或许会饶了他们一命；但如果碰巧他心情不好，他就会毫不给脸的骂他们一顿。但就很奇怪，即使他是个这么“串”的人，然而每次上他课时还是会“高朋满座”。原因很简单，就是因为他教得好。但时间久了，我们就慢慢学会看他脸色，来决定当天的课会“天气晴朗”还是“狂风暴雨”。有时我朋友与我之间还会拿他来开玩笑，娱乐下我们自己，很坏吧？不知不觉，他就教了我们一年半，当中我们还发觉他改变了不少。在我们最后一个学期最后一天上他课时，（但是我们有两个星期的复习周，好让我们准备大考..)那时他，他竟然给我们他的联络号码及电邮地址！还叫我们在那段期间复习时如有任何问题可以随时跟他约时间在学校见面！还有，他竟然还会笑着祝我们好运！

天啊，他竟然会对我们笑！甚至还会祝我们好运！还有那一句“如有任何问题可以找他？！”我和我朋友（不懂其他人会不会这样想）简直不敢相信自己所看见的，当场给他吓到！所以说，那天我们与他的最后一课真的很令人难忘！因为他少许的关怀与改变，我们的确从他身上看到了！因此这一天也让我们察觉到原来他也不是我们以前所看见的那么“冷冰”。还是回来我之前所说的吧，当我看到他最经所写得部落时，我简直还会“大掉眼镜”！这真的是他吗？想不到他在教完我们这最后一课时，在接下来的日子还会有所改变！他竟然还学会如何去称赞人，聆听别人的意见，甚至还会如何与别人攀谈等！不是我夸张，那是因为在过去他教导我的时候是完全看不到的，更甭说会称赞人！那这真的很恭喜他，如果他真的改变到自己的话，相信他会是一位很杰出及优秀的老师！！！

Happy New Year!!!^^

Well, so fast, year 2008 has been over. Yea, it's eventually comes to the end but instead of the starting of year 2009. I think many of us were so excited at the coming of this moment.

Honestly I have did and done a lots of things in year 2008. And even learnt a lots from it. Why do I said so? I have gone through the 1 and 1/2 years of college life, even it's short but I enjoyed it. Although I have not did and showed any good results to my parents and lecturers, but I do appreciate to them because they do gave me lots of caring and chances. Therefore, I have not be regrets for taking this course because it let me learnt and gained a lots! XP Besides that, I have get knew a lot of good coursemates from the same A-Level course, eventhough they are not hardworking enough (including me) on study, but they are interesting and lovely. (Hope that I may not be kill by them for who have viewed this post! XP) During the college life, they let me to understand that there are nothing is impossible in the life, try not to give up easily and etc. I felt that I'm so lucky because I've get knew to all of them and also finished my A-Level course at same college with them. Between, thanks to them for giving me lots of caring and teaching at the 1 and 1/2 years of college life and make it more enjoyrable and wonderful. That will be an unforgetable moment in my life!

At the coming of year 2009, what will be happen on all of us? What we will see later? There will be a lot of things are waiting for us to research and discover it out. Anyone will know about it before we're going for discovery? I think maybe the god who arrange these for us will know about it. SOmetimes, I've heard from someone said that Life is same with a Game that we're playing. Yea, we all are players and there will be a winner and a loser. But who knows? MAybe everyone can also be the winner in life, even you and me. Right?

Well, hope that everyone of you may have a new starting at year 2009. Just like what we have learned in mandarin, “新的一年，新的开始”。It means for there is a new starting at a whole new year. Do you agree?

Anyway, hope that all of you may have a great and unforgetable moment at year 2008 and enjoy your life at year 2009! :)

So,

"Bye bye year 2008"and "Welcome year 2009"!!!