Speech-less...

Well, today still the same as last few days, still feel moody... I'm also don't know what happened for myself actually..


WHO CAN TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED ACTUALLY! Some more today still have a feeling that I want to scold someone helps to express out all my moody and unhappy!


Well, until now I still can control my ownself... but it still have to depends on my following day's mood...=.=!!!

P/s --> Hope that there is no one so unlucky within these few days~

心情很不好啊~

最近不懂怎么啦，就是觉得心情超糟糕的...唉，看来我的老毛病又发作了，又开始要胡思乱想了。很烦啊，很烦啊！

话说这两天无论去到哪里都会遇到旧同学，总之都是那些以前小学和中学都同过班的。而且其中一个是我的小学和中学同过班兼是曾经都是好朋友，但有可能是就没见面和联系了吧，昨天见到面先是一个惊讶然而接下来就是互相问候了。就不懂是什么原因，我就是觉得我们彼此的距离越来越远，甚至是有一种陌生感，再也不是以前那种很亲密的和无所不谈的朋友了。

在小学时，我不记得我们是几年级开始就同班了，总之就记得我们在五年级和六年级就已是同班。那时我们都已是无话不谈的朋友了，还记得她曾经给过我她的单人照到目前为止我都还有收着。到上了中学，很庆幸的我们还被安排在同一班，但很可惜的是，由于各自的交友圈子愈来愈广了，我们之间的距离也跟着越来越远了。在随着过几年我们都被分派到不同的班后，不用说我们之间的联系也跟着少了到最后无疾而终。

可能我本来就少接触朋友吧，再加上由于忙着上课和工作，也鲜少出来与旧朋友聚一聚。我的确是在不同地方不停的认识来自不同地方的朋友，但就与旧朋友越来越少联络。说真的，我真得很想念以前与好朋友之间的相处，无奈各自都有自己的目标和有一班与自己志气相投的朋友，有时静下来时，我真得很想念以前与他/她们一起上课、一起玩乐的日子。看来我真的要留些时间出来与朋友聚一聚了，不然我真的会失去很多朋友！

有时候见到面也很少打招呼，不是我假装不认识他们，而是我根本不懂得要怎样开口。每次想到这里，我都会很后悔，因为我知道我又伤害了一位曾经是好朋友的朋友。很对不起，我真的不是有意的...

况且，我没有后悔和忘记与他/她们交朋友！我永远都会记得所结交过的朋友！希望他/她们在不同处也过得快乐~ ^^

Disappoint-ing

Today was the exam for mathematics Paper 4... Guess how was the standard? It's damn difficult I tell you! T.T Even I asking those from the good classes, they also feel disappointed with the paper. ( Yea la, I'm trying to find some reasons to forgive myself..=.=!!!)
I haven't saw and did such kind of questions from past years, this paper is more complicated and harder than before. Haiz~ even now whether I can get pass for the math subject or not for this time is still a main problem...T.T

Hope that that following paper won't come out so harder like math because my brain is going to burst during these few days!!

Haiz~~even those 3 math papers also can't do well, I actually have no more confident for the following papers... What I'm doing now is pray-ing hard and hope I can do well in the following papers~

P/s --> Actually I'm still haven't give up for the following papers la...but just still feel VERY nervous and scary...XP WoRk hArd!!

Math paper~~

Today math paper 3 is damn complicated... Don't know how to describe my feeling now... Just started to feel disappointed since the paper 1 (math)...

Anyway, paper 4 going to start on this Wednesday, ok, I tell you, it's math again... So I really sad and bad mood in these few days... I know I have exposed my 'black face' to my friends and family since I'm not good in mood during these few days, so sorry for that... I know I should not to do so, but I really can't control myself. T.T

Many of them said that I'm too stress in study...Yea, I think so... That is because I really hope that I can do more well in this exam, and don't want to make anyone disappointed same as last time anymore. I so scare, it's very scare, you know? I really scare that I'll repeat the same things again... Plus, I don't hope to waste my parent's money and my time anymore...

Hope that I can do more better than last time... Pray-ing hard~

What Had Happened??!

What had happened to my old blog?! Just don't know suddenly can't open the cuztomize page! And some more those decorations that I have put before all suddenly disappear!

Haiyoyo~~although I have try to do something for MANY times but also can't...T.T Since I can't do anything and finally I'm forcing to give up. Really heartache la you know? I feel want to cry la~~~ I have waste a lot of time before that only can achieved so many posts and decorations...but suddenly ALL DISAPPEAR!

I have try to did it for whole night yesterday but at last also can't make any changes... that's why I give up and delete the whole blog...

Haiya, I have to create it again la!! T-T Haiz...I have no more mood now la~~T^T

Goodbye to my old blog... I'll miss you~~T.T