Haiz~~~

Haiz~~ I'm so unhappy to be a eldest.
I sensed that I'm always forcing my sister to be hardworking on her study.
Yea, she will having PMR exam on next year, that's why I'm so worry.

I knew that not only me be the one who unhappy and she does too I think.
Especially during this holidays, almost everyday I was always to repeating about study, study and study in front of her.
I may knew that she is feeling so stresses or even hates it.
But what to do?
I knew that if she doesn't try to help herself then nobody may help her, eventhough I'm worried.
It will be useless for her too.
There will be the no one may save her, unless she has think carefully about what to do on the next step and try to work it out.

If there is another choices for me to choose, I rather to be the youngest. =.=!!!
At least not so many things I have to handling, right?

圣诞节之时

话说这年的圣诞节过得比往年不同，怎么说呢？总之就是令到我虚惊一场！！现在想起来，总算有点安慰，呵呵......

在平安夜那一晚，我就发现我家的其中一只猫咪的眼睛有一层看似类像眼膜的东西覆盖着它的右眼。当时想到已经很晚了，而且也不是很严重，就帮它滴了眼药水就去睡觉。我当时还以为只要勤于帮它滴眼药水就会没事。哪知，等我第二天一早醒来，看到它整粒右眼都变成白色！而且还看不到它的瞳孔！吓到我一大早就“鬼叫”起来，把我表弟他们都吵醒了。由于当天是圣诞节，我爸休息没上班，也刚吃完早餐回来，无所事事，于是就拜托他出去帮我看看有哪一间兽医诊所是有照常营业的，好让我立刻带它去看兽医！

就在我爸出门找时，我就心里一直祈祷希望至少有一间兽医诊所有开咯，起码提早就医的复原几率比较高嘛！对不？过了不久，我爸就回来了，幸运的是他找到有一间兽医诊所是照常营业的。然而，事不宜迟，当我准备完早餐给我表弟和妹妹吃时，自己也随便煮来吃，因为深怕那间诊所不等人，呵呵......（有点白痴...）

过后就立刻叫我妈驾车带我去咯，当时心里希望它可以恢复原状！当我抵达时，看到有些主人抱着他们的狗出来时，我就立即抱着我的猫进去。当那兽医看了我的猫后，就问我它几时变成这样啊，或它有没有伤风之类的问题。我就说它已经患上伤风有一段时间了，只是觉得它还会吃会喝就没有什么留意咯...(不好意思下...) 然而那兽医告诉我，它们的伤风的问题是不容忽视的，因若不提早治疗，会使到它们的病菌感染身体其它部位，例如到眼睛影响视力，又或者口腔生痘痘影响食欲。到最后当我问到它的眼睛是否有得医时，那兽医竟然告诉由于已扩散到整粒眼睛，所以没得医！！我当场就傻掉，同时也很心痛，想不到它就这样瞎了一只眼...它还是一个女生呢，以后怎样出来见人噢？那兽医就开了些维他命、伤风药和一支眼药水给它。兽医说，基本上那眼药水只能避免让它眼睛的病菌继续扩散但其实对它眼睛就是没有什么作用了。

就这样，我们就回家喂药给它吃咯。（听到兽医这么说，所以在我上车时还忍不住对着它哭，现在想起来真得有点丢脸...=.=+）同时为了避免那病菌传染到它的左眼，我每隔四小时就替它滴眼药水。我还为此一整夜失眠哩，深怕第二天看到它另一只眼睛也瞎掉！幸好的是，到我第二天看到它的时候，它的右眼竟然有好转，恢复成当初的一层薄膜而已.......到第三天，它的眼睛竟然好了哩！两粒眼睛都一样恢复成以前的颜色，同时它的伤风也好了啦！看到它恢复以前蹦蹦跳跳的样子，心里感到有点安慰哦！呵呵~~~~~ 我真的被吓了一大跳。=.=!!!（这对我来说真是一个难忘的的圣诞节）...无论如何，还是要给大家来一句迟来的祝福语,

“圣诞节快乐！”



心情：（感到安慰…XP）

Yeah~~my mom is back~~

Yeah yeah, finally my mom is back!! Although she has not around us for just 3 days but that were so long and long times ago for all of us and missed her very much!!!

When I received a call from her and said that she has arrived KL safely, I'm so excited and happy! (Not only me but all of us! XP) Especially my cousin, seen that he was more excited than me!

Then my dad brought 3 of us to fetch my mom quickly and having our dinner at Petaling Street there! Huhu~~~ Remember that we're so happy that my mom was came back safely finally and may meet her too!! Although she is always scolding me or even compare me with others, honestly I'm quite unhappy and some more very hate that! But don't care la, as long as she is came back safely and all our family members can be together! ^^ I understand and knew that what she has done all are for our own good. XP

2nd day to be a "maid"

Yea, today was the 2nd day for me to be a maid at home without mom. How was the feel? Let me to tell you, It's so so so Boring!! I'm start to wondering how my mom to stay at home for everyday like me now in these few years.

I almost become crazy when I'm at home, especially when facing to my cousin. Yea, his mom has went to Ireland for work for almost 2 weeks. Do you know how was his attitude? In fact was not a main problem but I extremely hate this!

He was totally treat me and my sister as his "maid"! Espeacially after meal, he just put his plate in the basin and then just leaves it over there. Means that I'm not only have to prepare breakfast and dinner for them and also have to help him to washes his dishes! Is that a heavy work for him huh?! Besides that, he was not care for his own work but care on other's business. Just like today, I have never asked him to bath my cats and he do so, but he just bath on one cat only and don't care on others! See, that's why I'm be mad at him!! Even give a help in other's business but just did half only and not ALL! Then how about the another half works remained? Of course I have to complete it! =.=!!!

Didn't care on his own things but care on others things plus give me more extra works! I have never saw a boy who so "kepoh"(who said it in Hokkien) and “鸡婆”like we've learned in mandarin as him! He was extremely like an "auntie" you know?! (Congrats to him since he has fulfilled all the requirements to become an "auntie"! =.=!!!) Arghhh~ so angry now!! Hope that my mom come back faster otherwise I'll become crazy!!!

A trip for My Mom

Well, my mom just went to Penang with her friend for a trip since her friend has to go back to Penang today. Therefore my mom just followed.

So, I have to handle all homeworks at home in these few days for instead of my mom. This make me can't able to go out within these 3 days. =.=!!! Although she was not around for just 3 days, but we will miss her very much!!!

Luckily she will come back to KL on this Saturday but not Sunday. Anyway, hope that she may enjoy the trip to Penang with her friend!! =)

P/s ---> My mom has promised me that she will buy me a new watch once she come back from the trip... It act as my salary for helping her to "take care" of the house for these few days ... Hooray~~~

Funny pictures~~

Hey, I have captured some funny pictures from my cat at the living room.

Here are the first picture, guess what is it looking for...

Q: Do you know what is it looking for???

1,

2,

3,

TADAAA~~~ Ans: It is watching DVD!! Hahahahahaha~~~~~

It was real and I didn't say lies, it really watching a movie which is playing from a DVD player with DVD!!!!!!!

Sounds like I'm a stupid... is super stupid! Hahahahaha... Yea, and I think so... XP

Since I feel so moody when I've wake up today and saw one message from my friend. She's asking me whether free to covering her from work on 26th, 27th and 28th of December or not because she'll has birthday celebration on these 3 days.( Her birthday on 24th of December)

WHat? Even she has "so many" birthday celebrations and she can't able to get back early for work huh? Then I just replied her that I've to go out to meet up my old friends. Then I wondered she has misunderstood for what I've said, she thought me not allowed her to having her celebration and she said each year only got one day was her birthday, and I have plenty of time to meet up my friend during holidays, why can't meet them later?

I'm started to feel angry for what she has said as I've mentioned just now I'm moody once I get up today. >.< (Sorry, normally nope but just today..=.=!!!) I said although I have plenty of time during holidays but it doesn't mean that they're same as me, because normally is difficult to ask them out since some of them have busy on either study or working. Of course I almost wanted to start quarrel with her in sms just now. Huhu~~ Luckily I still able to control myself. During that time I think she has sensed that I'm angry from what I've replied her in sms. She appologize to me and ask me not to angry, she said that she'll try to arrange her time for birthday celebrations and will discusses with me later. Aiks... What to do, then I just told her that I'll try to arrange my time too for covering her to works lo.

She is like this one, always think about herself and doesn't think about others. Just like what we've said in mandarin, "习惯就好"。Haiz...... =.=!!!

I knew what to do...

I felt so dissapointed for what you've told me the truth just now.

Yea, thanks for telling me the truth.

Never mind, it's a small matters actually.

Although it's a small matters but please tell me how were you that time or just tell me why you didn't give me a replied that time when the time you think that you're free.

It doesn't matter, as long as you replied me that you're good in life.

But unfortunately, you didn't.

Just told me that you've read it but didn't give me a reply.

And you only told me that when I'm asking you for second time just now.

Do you know that I'm always waiting for your reply since I've sent you the message.

I know I'm silly and stupid, I should not find you and even sms you that time.

The aim for me to sms you is because of I'm treating you as my good friend and trying to keep in touch between our relationship.

Of course, that's also a caring from me to passes to my friend.

And also hope to know how's your life recently.

I've never forget our study life at college, what we've did together and also the encouragement that you've gave me during college life.

Well, seen you've forget it.

And I've nothing to said with it.

Thanks for your treating and finally I knew what's to do.

Enjoy your holidays and your future life then.

I'll not doing the same thing on you.

Take care~~~

Honestly, I'm not angry with her because it's really a small matter but I just felt sad and disappointed. So simple, I just hope to keep in touches with her but obviously she has forget I'm one of her friend. Even I received a sms from her, it's enough for me. But in fact even I'm the person who sms her and she didn't gave me any reply. That time, I thought her phone can't received the message but in fact she get it, but just didn't gave me the reply. Well, it's okay. (Because you've taught me something...) What I want to said to her is thanks for being my friend and ready to sharing my happiness and sadness during college life. She's my friend forever but I'll just keep it in heart and will not doing the same thing on her (these shown for we will less sms and chatting or no more contact) since she's more busier than me.

P/s ---> To one of my good friend during college life. ( Don't misunderstood the person that I've mentioned above, she's a girl.)

Random Post~ XP

Since I can't get the enough sleeping time in these few days, so I'm started to feel not so well. Aiks, it's Headache!!!

But I can't to sleep now because I'm still waiting for mom home. She has went out for met up her long-lost friend! Yea, I felt that she's happy today! I heard that her friend will be here until this Wednesday and go back to Penang on Thursday. Ermm... And maybe my mom will follow her back to Penang and have a trip over there for 3 days and come back to KL alone on next Sunday I think.( Wao, she is so brave!!) Anyway, hope that she has a "nice week" and unforgetable dates with her friend! ( Since she will meet up her friend for almost one week) =)

Wait, I've heard some sound which passes from the door. Seen my mom is back!! SO, good night everybody. Oops, sorry, it's should be Good Morning everybody. XP

P/s ---> Sorry friends, I think I may not able to go out with you all within this week since I have to stay and "take care" of my house for one week! T.T

Date~~~

Since the Christmas day is around the corner, and following months will be the new year, yea, it's year 2009 coming soon! *excited*

Well, these few days I'm just busying to sms and call out all my friends for going out to yamcha or shopping! Yea, since I've heard that some of their traning and exam will be over and they will be free later!!! Huhu~~~

Yes, I can't wait the days that have date with them. Hope that the date is coming now!!!^^

***Nothing to say here, because I'm so excited and having fully of hope for the date!! *hehe* XP

When I can Get my Result?!!!

These few days I'm always thinking and worrying for my result, until can't able to sleep. Especially at the midnight, I felt so tired but can't sleep at all due to I'm start to thinking about my result which may related to my future! *struggling*

I hope to get my result right now, no matter is good or bad, I just want to get it NOW! Maybe I will not able to accept it once I get my result but at least I can make a plan for my own future immediately or asking for opinion from other friends or seniors or maybe lecturers too (Whatever la~as long as the person can help me or give me any useful message~) and NOT just waiting at home only! At least tell me or let me know what's to do! Because it's so suffer for me when unable to do anything!! T-T

P/s --> I almost being crazy when I'm thinking about my result and without doing anything!!!

The Bolt

Yesterday, I have a date with my "shi fu" - Huey. Actually before that, we plan to Petaling Street and then went to Jusco for a movie. But at last we change our decision and just went to Jusco Metro Prima for some reasons. =.=!!!

Well, I arrived there at 11.45am, and Huey arrived there after few minutes. Then, we went to KFC for breakfast. Just Huey having her breakfast over there and me just ordered a drink due to I have ate my breakfast before that. So, I just sat there with my drink and chat with her.

After that, we went to cinema there for buying our tickets for a latest movie and named " The Bolt". Since we still have time before the movie, then we just walked around the Jusco. (It was not my First time to get into Jusco there, even I closed my eye also can walk around there. =.=!!!) Besides that, both of us also went to playground there to have some fun to 'waste our time' from waiting.

Finally, we can get into cinema there. Inside there was so dark, and I can't even saw the places. So difficultly, we found our places and sat down. =.=+

Yea, here is the movie's display Picture, " The Bolt":-

The story is described about a super-dog Bolt, every day is filled with adventure, danger and intrigue-at least until the cameras stop rolling. But it never knew that it's real identity was just a dog artist and also a normal dog without any super power. When the star of a hit TV show is accidentally shipped from it's Hollywood soundstage to New York City, it begins it's biggest adventure yet-a cross-country journey through the real world to get back to his owner and co-star, Penny. Armed only with the delusions that all it's amazing feats and powers are real, and the help of two unlikely traveling companions-a jaded, abandoned housecat named Mittens and a TV-obsessed and also the Bolt's fans the hamster named Rhino. And finally, Bolt discovers it doesn't need superpowers to be a hero.

I love the story of this movie very much, not only the interesting adventure happened on the doggy, the BOlt but also it's 2 different characteristics of partners, Mittens and Rhino and how they become good friends among them eventually. Besides that, the relationship between the owner, Penny and the bolt was touching too because it can't able to be replaced and destroyed easily.

Anyway, it was a nice movie. Hope that the Walt Disney may present us more suprises later! =)

Bored Life~~ =.=!!!

Yea, it's me again...... Don't know why I can't sleep now even I feel tired. Haiz~~ it's already the second weeks after the exam for me to stay at home without doing anything which related with study. It's so so so and extremely bored, you know?!

I'm now exactly like a suck who is waiting for the time passing, seconds by seconds and also days by days without doing any meaningful. Everyday just sleep until the 10a.m something or even 11a.m, after that waiting for breakfast then watch TV program and so on. After that just stay at home for whole day and help to do some homework. Yea, only until 6pm then went out to clinic for work.

For my friends, some of them busy for exam, some busy on working and some busy for study too, no one free to accompany me. Before that I have no time to date with them since I have to busy for my study and preparing for exam. But now, even I have more and more of time for them but they do not have time for me! T.T

During the time when study, when I heard that we're giving holidays, it's very happy for me but now only knew that life without study and exam is so so bored!! Anyway, I want to continue my study life!!!

P/s ---> Seen almost everyday I may make some posts to the blog, this shown that I'm really free at home!!! =.=+

药物敏感

自从我在诊所上班后，很多时候遇到的事都很突然，完全做不到任何心理准备。（虽然身为医生的人并不是我，但突然看到这些突发事件是难免会有点吓到，担心会有什么意外发生。）

继上次的断指事件后，昨天又有一宗关于吃药敏感的事件发生。话说昨天当我六点到达诊所后，在六点半时突然有一个女儿带着她那位不停气喘的母亲来到我们的诊所。当时我们还以为她是气喘病发作，但见到事态那么严重，总不会一直问明原因、查明真相才给她进去见医生吧？( 这样好像很欠打那样...=.=!!!）然而我就直接开门给她进去见医生，当医生问她发生什么事情时，当时她是完全说不出话，只是一直喘气及咳嗽，流鼻涕、眼睛也很肿、看起来很辛苦。然而医生就问她女儿，她女儿说她吃了上次医生给她的药就这样了。

这样看来很明显是她对药物敏感而没有对医生说，然而医生就赶紧为她打了一支舒缓敏感的针后，就给她吸氧气。见她的喘气开始舒缓时，医生又赶紧为她打多一支同样的针。接着医生就用听筒听她肺部呼吸的声音，经过半个小时的急救后，她总算好了一点、可以说话了。她就告诉医生说其实在上个月拿了我们医生开给她的药，吃了后就已经有了敏感的现象，眼睛肿及流鼻涕之类的，当时她想立刻回来跟医生说，但她丈夫却说不用，不要吃就可以了。哪知昨天她有点不舒服，吃了两粒上次的退烧药后就立刻变成这样。那时她女儿在她去我们诊所附近的诊所给那里的医生抢救，奈何那医生竟说那里给的药就得回去给那里诊所的医生看，恐怕是那医生怕她有什么事发生要负责吧...

听了之后，我们的医生就告诉她，上次其实她吃了药发现敏感时就应该第一时间回来告诉我们，好让医生立刻替她换药及写下她对什么药物敏感等。还有那位医生在遇到这种情况时，在了解情况后应该第一时间为她抢救，而不是这样耽搁急救时间。如果有一位病人上次看病的地方是在很远的地方，而那位病人被紧急送去附近的诊所急救，但附近诊所的医生又不给予急救的话，那这位病人岂不是更加有生命危险？？

呼~~ 在这件事件里我真得为她捏了一把冷汗，那时我多怕抢救不成功（呸，呸，呸...=.=+），幸好那位大婶终究没有生命危险，所以说药物敏感这些事是不能忽视的，这又增添了我对这份工的了解。^^

Getting confuse...

Today, I went to a Paediatric Specialist Clinic for an interview. Yea, means that the clinic is specialist for babies and children only. This work was introduce by my friend.

The working condition for that clinic is very good, may always faces to those babies and children. =) ( Yea, I like it!!!) And the design of the clinic inside is quite interesting too, it's looks like a playground! Hahaha... I thought I have get into a wrong place when I went into the clinic. Even a receptionist counter also looks funny. =.=!!!

During the interview, seen I can start working anytime because I have learned a lot of things from the clinic that I'm still working now. The salary still able to discuss once I agree to start working and the training is given. But the doctor ask me to work with him at least 1 year as full-time if I agree to start working as part-time in this month. Yea, that's a few problems for me now, how do I talk to my doctor that I'm now still working with and tell him that I going to stop on this week? ( Although I know that I'll not be kill but I don't dare to resign at last minute.) And what should I do after my result released? If my result is good then I able to wait for further study after next year, that's not a problem for me. But if my result is sucks, then what should I do? Although I want to re-sit also have to wait for after 1 year? Yea, it's the main problem that confusing me. =.=!!!

Haiz...... What should I do now?! T.T

P/s ---> In fact I'm quite interest in this work since I can always faces to those babies and children and may learn more how to take care of them too. I can't able to confirm with the doctor whether I may work over there for at least 1 year or not since I still have to refer on my result which will release later, and what reply that the doctor asking for is my double confirm, therefore I get confusing...