今年的新年有些平淡得来但又有些不同~
呵呵呵
除夕夜，
本来他说会来
但因为一些原因又说不来了
初三从怡保来载我去新山
当时是有点失望的咯
但不用尽啦，再等多几天吧~
就这样忙着在家帮忙打扫，洗衣~
然后晚上和伯伯一家人出去吃团圆饭~ =）
年初一，
本来是说好一早十点多上rawang去叔公家~
怎知我跟我妹很迟才起床，因为前晚整晚都有人放烟花
兵兵砰砰的~ 整晚都睡不好咯 @@
结果十点多起来煮面吃了，
十二点多才上rawang~
去到被叫去吃午饭咯~
吃饱过后就看戏，玩狗狗~
其实当时我真的很想倒在沙发睡觉的咯~哈哈哈
因为很无聊咯~
我就闭目养下神，发现要差点睡着了~
就爬起来吃下零食好分散下注意力咯~哈哈
心想这下我完蛋了，肥死了T_T
然后晚上跟他们吃完团圆饭没多久就回家咯~
年初二，
跟年初一一样睡到十点多才起来~
感觉上还是睡得不够~@@
然后有时煮面吃饱了就准备好等姑姑来载我们上rawang去姨婆家~
没办法，我爸跟我妈都是rawang 长大的~
去到那里也是吃午饭的时间~
所以还是吃~我总不能说我在减肥不可以吃吧~
就牺牲下咯~
吃饱了~就坐在那里看戏~
我姑姑跟表姑（她表妹）就一大堆东西讲~
我们这些小的就负责看戏咯~
然后四点多就回家了~ 哈哈~
晚餐我妈妈没煮，竟然买pizza回来吃~
年初三，
本来是要跟姑姑他们去大姑的酒楼吃午餐然后捞生的~
但是我今年没去~ 因为要陪他~ XD
幸好我妈没不爽~
他早上十点多就打来说他在半路了，就快到了~
然后就立刻爬起来准备~
十一点半到了，他还搬了个礼篮来我家~ 见了我家人~ 哈哈哈
由于十二点多我姑姑要来了，所以我们要在她没来之前就要走人~
所以他坐一下我们就走了~
本来直接可以回新山~
但他厉害，把新山家里锁匙留在怡保的家里~
所以吃饱早餐就轮到我驾车回他家拿锁匙~@@
拿了锁匙我们没地方去，而且又很晒~ 就去他朋友家坐坐~
然后呆到六点多就去吃晚餐~ 还叫他另几个朋友出来给我见~ @@
他们在那里聊天，我就一直拿他的iphone来玩游戏~
我一边玩一边笑，他朋友看到我都觉得好笑~@@
然后八点多天黑了就起程回去新山咯~
我们两个轮流驾车，
他由于整晚没什么睡到，一开始驾到出怡保highway最近的休息站就换我驾了~
然后我一口气驾到马六甲~@@
而他就在车睡觉~马六甲过后就换他驾回去新山~
真的有累到咯~可怜他每次找我时都要跑那么远的路程~
心痛他咯 =（
回到去都已经凌晨一点~冲了凉聊一下就睡了~
年初四~年初六
这几天他都一直带我去看戏~
初四我们去看《阿炳》~ 看完后时间还早我们就去逛supermarket~
因为他要我煮粥和煲汤给他喝~哈哈
回到家我用了两个小时煮了鸡粥，煲了个包菜汤，煮了个asam鱼，还有两个鸡腿~
没有错，我们是吃不完~
结果我们十二点多在家看完了dvd又继续吃~ 还是吃了就睡觉那种~
肥死了~T_T
然后初五就厉害，一口气看了两套~
一套是《Journey 2》，由于他姐姐和她男友回来了，晚上我们又看多一套《大魔术师》，
这次是坐 Beanieplex couple seat! 哈哈！
之前时常听同学说，以为只有Sunway 的戏院有~我没想到在JB 也有机会坐到~ XD
然后初六我们就去看《Underworld》，看完了后就去吃晚餐～
以为去吃一下就把我的小包包和钱包放在车上～还是放在车位底下那种～结果在短短五到十分钟就被人爆镜偷了～
当时什么mood都没有了～也反应不过来～他反而还好奇我怎么那么冷静～==
看来他的损失比我还大，但回到他家反而是他安慰我～ >.<
年初日，
我就回家咯～
他还一直叫我不要回～＝＝
回时他还给我一些钱防身～
天啊，不要那么好可以吗？
我会想哭的咯～！='(
虽然只有短短几天，
虽然发生了一些不开心的事，
但讲到尾还是开心的～
希望可以尽快看到他咯～XD
Monday, January 30, 2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Emo Again =(
Finally I have start my Semester 2 in IMU on 16th January..
Sounds so frustration that I suppose start my degree life for 1 and the half year and now only in Semester 2. ==
Well, it's suppose a more challenging life than in Semester 1..
Actually these few days I seriously tired + stress + frustration + ..... anyway it can considered as COMPLICATED minded again!
Tired is due to I have to took few hours on travelling go and back from uni.. since my classes almost everyday start from 8am or 9am like that TIL 5pm!
So you can imagine how is the condition of packing with other peoples inside the train and how does it getting worst especially when the train was delay...... T_T
Well, suppose these few days I'm very very unhappy~
Got lots of thing happened on~
First is I found that I've lost interest on study anymore...
I don't know is me think too much or it's too long time I didn't touch my book or what..
Even myself also don't know how to describe~
I just feel like to work and earn money and it might be a better way for me and even my family..
Plus I totally can't imagine about my future~
I started to understand how's some people feel when they took the course that they're not interested in~
I scared that I unable keep up with progress in learning~
What I think now is even in sem 2 also feel that, then what about the following sem I need to go through??
Sounds irony right?
Okay, no matter how I know that I need to continue~
Maybe I need time to adapt with that and hope so it's just a temporarily minded.
Second is my dear said he might not came to house on today.
He told me 2 days ago. But he said will still find me on wednesday night.
Seriously I got bit disappointed.
Because I still need to wait for few more days only can see him.=(
But I just can act like nothing and said "okay okay, no problem, as long as you okay with that. =)"
Then today when he call me,
and don't really forget what I've said, (just some kidding as I remember)
he got bit unhappy with that and said want to go sleep.
Suppose I don't feel like to end-up the call so fast..
but no matter how I coax him he just said don't want and want to sleep already..
Like that I really don't know what I can said to him anymore.
So I just can said bye bye to him.
Actually from here I got bit unhappy and frustation.
What I can think is just maybe he too tired so he want to sleep!
Normally when he slept in the afternoon he can sleep for 3 hours like that.
but today after 1 hour he woke up and sms me.
I asked him why so fast get awake, and he just said because I bully him, he feel unhappy so he can't sleep.
LOL~ after that don't know it's me think too much again or what.
Feel like his reply just short and nothing to say to me only.
Aiks.. again..
Sometimes I really don't know what I've said and make him feel unhappy.
I really hate of my stupid!!! =(
But luckily normally this won't lasts for few days,
normally the next day like that will be alright.
Although like that, but it also make me think much for whole night.
I really dislike this feeling. =''''''''''''''''(
Grrr... I don't want emo come to me again!
What I can do now??? =(
Sounds so frustration that I suppose start my degree life for 1 and the half year and now only in Semester 2. ==
Well, it's suppose a more challenging life than in Semester 1..
Actually these few days I seriously tired + stress + frustration + ..... anyway it can considered as COMPLICATED minded again!
Tired is due to I have to took few hours on travelling go and back from uni.. since my classes almost everyday start from 8am or 9am like that TIL 5pm!
So you can imagine how is the condition of packing with other peoples inside the train and how does it getting worst especially when the train was delay...... T_T
Well, suppose these few days I'm very very unhappy~
Got lots of thing happened on~
First is I found that I've lost interest on study anymore...
I don't know is me think too much or it's too long time I didn't touch my book or what..
Even myself also don't know how to describe~
I just feel like to work and earn money and it might be a better way for me and even my family..
Plus I totally can't imagine about my future~
I started to understand how's some people feel when they took the course that they're not interested in~
I scared that I unable keep up with progress in learning~
What I think now is even in sem 2 also feel that, then what about the following sem I need to go through??
Sounds irony right?
Okay, no matter how I know that I need to continue~
Maybe I need time to adapt with that and hope so it's just a temporarily minded.
Second is my dear said he might not came to house on today.
He told me 2 days ago. But he said will still find me on wednesday night.
Seriously I got bit disappointed.
Because I still need to wait for few more days only can see him.=(
But I just can act like nothing and said "okay okay, no problem, as long as you okay with that. =)"
Then today when he call me,
and don't really forget what I've said, (just some kidding as I remember)
he got bit unhappy with that and said want to go sleep.
Suppose I don't feel like to end-up the call so fast..
but no matter how I coax him he just said don't want and want to sleep already..
Like that I really don't know what I can said to him anymore.
So I just can said bye bye to him.
Actually from here I got bit unhappy and frustation.
What I can think is just maybe he too tired so he want to sleep!
Normally when he slept in the afternoon he can sleep for 3 hours like that.
but today after 1 hour he woke up and sms me.
I asked him why so fast get awake, and he just said because I bully him, he feel unhappy so he can't sleep.
LOL~ after that don't know it's me think too much again or what.
Feel like his reply just short and nothing to say to me only.
Aiks.. again..
Sometimes I really don't know what I've said and make him feel unhappy.
I really hate of my stupid!!! =(
But luckily normally this won't lasts for few days,
normally the next day like that will be alright.
Although like that, but it also make me think much for whole night.
I really dislike this feeling. =''''''''''''''''(
Grrr... I don't want emo come to me again!
What I can do now??? =(
Sunday, January 15, 2012
失眠夜~~~@@
突然又想到这里了~
不懂为什么，就不想给人知道我现在的心情~
对，我失眠了~
而且还是连续差不多整个星期都持续这样的情形~
之前还说可以勉强睡过去，最多半夜会一直醒来而已~
但今晚，我简直睡不下去！！
怎么会这样？
是我太多烦恼了吗？
告诉他，他说可能是我要开学了太兴奋所以睡不着，是这样吗？
我都不见得，就是完全没有睡意~
最近都很少更新面子书或叉包了~
写在面子书上被我最不喜欢的人看见了，她一定会第一时间报告我妈~
然后一定说一大堆“你女儿什么都写在网上~当然不告诉你啦，不怕你讲她咩~”等等之类的废话~
然后我妈一定问我为什么什么事都要写在网上一大堆事情~
想起来还真的多亏她呢~
叉包上呢？
其实那里是一个蛮好的地方，
朋友都不错，也没有我不喜欢的人~
只是现在我也不敢什么事都写在那里了~
一旦我有什么不如意的事写出来，又或则当我真的有想不通而又不懂怎样告诉别人的事写出来的话~
他，看到了一定会问我什么事~
当我说没事时，他就会说我什么都不告诉他~
我知道他是因为关心我才会一直追问我~
我知道他是想替我分担一些我面对的烦恼~
我知道除了父母和朋友以外，他就是唯一想听我诉苦的人~
我知道，我都知道~
只是很多事情不是想要说就说得出来~ 不是想要说就说得明白~
而且我知道他自己本身也很大压力，也有很多烦恼~
我不想再增添他的压力和烦恼~
不想他替我担心~
我只是想当我/他不开心时都有对方陪着就心满意足了~
可以的话我想在他面前永远都是那么开心的，
我不想给他看到我不开心的样子~
现在不知不觉已经是5.17am，
我还是超精神的~
烦恼吗？没有。
不开心吗？还好。
想太多吗？应该是。因为突然很多事情涌上心头来~
希望开学时有事情给我忙我就不会想太多吧~ =)
不懂为什么，就不想给人知道我现在的心情~
对，我失眠了~
而且还是连续差不多整个星期都持续这样的情形~
之前还说可以勉强睡过去，最多半夜会一直醒来而已~
但今晚，我简直睡不下去！！
怎么会这样？
是我太多烦恼了吗？
告诉他，他说可能是我要开学了太兴奋所以睡不着，是这样吗？
我都不见得，就是完全没有睡意~
最近都很少更新面子书或叉包了~
写在面子书上被我最不喜欢的人看见了，她一定会第一时间报告我妈~
然后一定说一大堆“你女儿什么都写在网上~当然不告诉你啦，不怕你讲她咩~”等等之类的废话~
然后我妈一定问我为什么什么事都要写在网上一大堆事情~
想起来还真的多亏她呢~
叉包上呢？
其实那里是一个蛮好的地方，
朋友都不错，也没有我不喜欢的人~
只是现在我也不敢什么事都写在那里了~
一旦我有什么不如意的事写出来，又或则当我真的有想不通而又不懂怎样告诉别人的事写出来的话~
他，看到了一定会问我什么事~
当我说没事时，他就会说我什么都不告诉他~
我知道他是因为关心我才会一直追问我~
我知道他是想替我分担一些我面对的烦恼~
我知道除了父母和朋友以外，他就是唯一想听我诉苦的人~
我知道，我都知道~
只是很多事情不是想要说就说得出来~ 不是想要说就说得明白~
而且我知道他自己本身也很大压力，也有很多烦恼~
我不想再增添他的压力和烦恼~
不想他替我担心~
我只是想当我/他不开心时都有对方陪着就心满意足了~
可以的话我想在他面前永远都是那么开心的，
我不想给他看到我不开心的样子~
现在不知不觉已经是5.17am，
我还是超精神的~
烦恼吗？没有。
不开心吗？还好。
想太多吗？应该是。因为突然很多事情涌上心头来~
希望开学时有事情给我忙我就不会想太多吧~ =)
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