I dislike the way you talk to me

How many times I feel like to say this.
I think it's almost every time we have some argument,
and after that sure I feel bad in mood then cry~
After cry then tell myself it will alright soon when talk nicer to him later..

Somehow, every time no matter how I feel bad, sad, unhappy after the argument,
I will choose act like nothing after that and find you back.
Because I don't feel like to quarrel with you just because of this.
I thought it may reduce the chance of quarrel or any unhappiness between us~
who knows it's just my thought,
and it just make you more unhappy,
some more you think that I'm not care you as you care me.
You dislike that I just keep quiet when we have some argument;
You dislike that I didn't say something good to coax you back when you're angry/unhappy after the argument;
You dislike that I act like nothing as normal after the argument.
Therefore you said that I didn't care you.

But then did you think that, do you accept what I said during the argument?
Okay, I admitted that it's my fault I didn't coax you back after the argument,
because I also don't feel good and unhappy after that.
some more I don't know what to said.
I thought that find you and chat properly when you feel better after this.
And it might be nicer...
But seem like you dislike it too.
Of course I will angry and sad on what did you said;
Of course I care what did you think~
Just that sometimes I really don't know how to talk to you~

Just now, you make me really feel unhappy~
And finally I show it to you too.
You know why?
As what I wanted to say it out for long time ago and finally I did told you just now
"I DISLIKE THE WAY YOU TALK TO ME" and "IT'S REALLY HURT ME" =(

Feel bad in mood.. =(

Yesterday when I having my 1st lecture class in morning..
suddenly my phone rang~ (luckily I put it in silent mode, if not~~)
after that followed by a message~
I'm wonder who will call me at this early morning.
It's him? I think impossible, because he need to work at this period of time.
Family? maybe.. Friends? Who else?
Keep on guessing during the whole class~
After the class over, quickly take out the phone,
saw a message and miss call from him~
What I saw in the message is he get into an accident!
Ha fall down from the motorcycle while going to work!
Then I quickly call him back~
And keep on asking how's with him~ bla bla bla~
I don't even remember what I have been ask..
Just know that luckily he get injured with his right hand and leg..
Overall the most importantly is he's still alright...

After that, just know that all my study mood gone and become very very bad in mood..=(
Feel like to go back and see him immediately if I'm able to do so.
But then I know I can't..
Still remember that it's so difficult for me to stay at uni for whole day long.
Somemore the next day was valentine's day...
All mood gone.. realize that it's not important whether how he celebrate with me during the valentine's day as long as I hope that he's safe all the time..
At night he show me the picture of his injured hand..
Although it's not serious and worst as I think..
But I'm sad and unhappy coz can't with him when the time he need me.
Anyway, thanks god for blessing him and hope that all his bad luck over after this.