Boring~~~ Haiz..

Do you know that if a people who do not have a proper work or aims in this society of world, then what is the value for he/she to staying in the earth?

Well, I do not have any full-time work during this holidays although I felt very bored at home. Everyday most of the time is sat in front of the computer and just few hours to go for work at clinic. Even my cousins always ask me what I'm going to do until I almost become crazy with those questions. I've tried to find work but on the other hand I still thinking whether want go for further study or not.

Sometimes, I will felt that I'm the one who wasting money and time at home. And even felt that I'm very useless no matter on study or work. I knew that it's too late for me to getting regret because time will no turn back anymore once it has passed through.

Yea, luckily I still can get some ideas form my friends which go for work while haven't making any decisions. Heard that it is a good solutions to get your best thinking for future. Maybe you may found your favourite later through your working days. And yea, suddenly I have remembered some memories that had happen during my school days before and I 've think a lots too. Hope that I may get some advices from the passed...

Sad-ing

DOn't know why suddenly I'll get down in mood la... Haiz... Especially when some of them keep asking me those questions which related to my future and planning...

Arghh~~~ Please stop it la.. I'm actually very sad and stressing with that... Why still wanna to forces me, I'm really feel like going to die.. Why my future so blur... Why we must make decisions for our future? Why so many things we have to think and care? My brain really going to burst once I've think more about of it...T_T

Somemore I will feel don't wanna to study anymore.. Stupid right? Ok ok, I will try to make it fast k? But please don't keep asking me those questions k? I promised that I'll inform you all once I've make decisions la k? Of course you are welcome if you're ready to give me some counselling or ideas la..=)